♥220709♥

I love you baby

2011-10-26T02:42:00.001+08:00

Baby? Looks like your asleep. Baby go sleep alright. I will too now.

Baby. On Sunday? I had a game with fubua united. Then we went all the way to yishun. So tired. I had a rush. Game start at 10. I woke up at 9.20. Ask my fsther send me. Then. Went there. The goalposts lock. Tuck right. Wasted my time. Then they all play street soccer at there. No time to layan. Went lepak with mang AMD galvin

Mang was engaged on the 22 of October. Haha! So special date. Then I told myself I need do it. Then I jog all the way to gym at 8.00. Then reach from teck whye to cck swimming complex. Which was the gym. Then saw, the fucking gym was close. Had to walk back. Ezlink had no money. Was wet in the rain. Then fed up. Went and sleep.

On Monday. Smlm. Had the most boring day  no one layan me. You also tak layan I. Then I went watch tv. Watch shake it up. They made a deal. About a pig. Must tc of it. Suddenly lost. Very funny sia baby! Then baby ! I damn bored. Went to gym. Did 32 kg of pull the machine up. And push the machine
down.
Then went and did the pull the machine down for sit ups. Did 32 kg. Did left right centre. Then did my leg Up and down. 300 kg. Could do 400 kg. But too tired. Then I went take 6kg dumbbells. Did about 75 times for each hand. Then do another 75 times for my chest muscle. Then do 50 times. Put hands on my waist then hold up. Very tired. Then my saliva came out. So much. No water. Then drink water. Then I did bench press. 20 kg. 10 on one side and another on other side. Then baby got laugh by 2 big people. I told then nicely. I want to do two sets of the machine. They laugh at me. I heard then saying your friend ah!? Wah. Then I sad. Then saw Zi Xuan. Talk to him a while about Jonathan attitude. His now. Hais baby then I went AMD jog 2.4. Took 15 mins. So long ! Then went home. Then jas force me play soccer. I played so well baby. You wolud be proud of me. Scored a goal. All shock with my performance.

Then today. Woke up. Had breakfast. Mum call. Ask go lavender. Went there. Passport wasn't ready. We had.
Lunch. Then they call. Say ready already. Then go there. Must pay $70. Mum AMD dad had no cash. We borrowed from Andrew. Mums working friend. Then paid. One girl touch my hand for thumbprint. She was molesting me ! she touch my hand so gentle all. Stupid people ! Then went to jurong. Mum need collect something. Then went home. Rest. Then baby went to do sit up. Play soccer again. I played horrible.

Appy Helmy jas dissapointed with me. I made alot of mistakes. Appy blame me. He say clearly. I told him. Bro. Later we all out k. I'm sorry about just now. Then he fuck care. He say. I don't blame the ball. I blame you. Then I went under block. Cry. Then I went do pull up. No mood. Then went home. Cried in toilet. I haven't bath also b. I cried for 15 mins. I'm leaving you d baby baby. Whatever people do for you. Appreciate it okay baby. I give you my word. Layan people who CARE for you baby no the rest who says hi at your fb. Idk your email also baby for fb. Problem is. I'm not stick anymore. I hope nothing is
wrong with you b  please recover fast dear. Don't backstebbed me okay baby! I'm going to miss you so much. I packed all my bags d baby. Only thing I'm missing is you. Haiz. Didn't even get to see you baby. If you want come say bye bye to me. I wished you can come tmrw baby. But nvm b. My family. You would not like it. If you love me at least send me a long message one of these days on fb dear. I will msg you as soon I reach Malaysia baby
I'm going to seremban. So far out. I hope I don't get lost like jas b4 at Indonesia.

Baby when I'm back. Don't mind if you follow me to ps3 shop! and scape. I need buy 10 stuff for us:')

And not to forget. Your toms too baby:')

Baby. This is it.

Don't do anything stupid alright baby. Don't always offlin at fb. Hope you can go anis house tmrw around 3 I will try to text you at fb.
Just wake up at 6am k baby:')

Goodnight baby

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Baby.

I MISS YOU 
I sayang you
I rind you
I need you
Baby. I can't do this no more . I really can't baby. I can't bear to leave you with a last look on your face baby. Please take a pic now b. I want your photo now so I can kiss it baby. Please

Goodnight baby

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I will be back soon baby

Bye bye baby. Contact me at fb dear

Post Created Sep 17, 2011 2:15:55 AM

2011-09-17T02:15:00.001+08:00

Okay baby. I now sleeping with my father. So bloody fuck tub baby:( I don't like sleep with him. He so what. Make noise make noise. Chibye. That's y my mum don't like to sleep with him. Okay then baby. I start k. I don't know how to. I try baby:(

I'm sorry for hurting you. You know that you are the only girlfriend who I love and I am willing to wait till we die for you to marry me okqy. We always fight about love love love. You know we at last still love each other much  sweet right we all two. I wish we didn't have any friends but just the two of us living in one home. How great will that be:) I miss you so much tau love. You love me right. Then why why why do we always fight about. Small small things want to make it in to A big thing.

Example

1) see, I send you already 1000 long message then you say I never and you hate me

Resolve: you could always ask in a nice to right. Saying that baby? Can you please do it again ? I don't fell like it means a thing to me.

You must always be nice baby

2) smoking. You always like show me attitude.

Resolve: you should threaten me alright. Like, I wont kiss you anymore or I don't want sS also!?

3) my friends. You always go home

Resolve : you should tell me nicely that you don't feel nice being treated that way because you don't feel I mean anything. Things like that which would make me sad you know

I am not trying to kutob or criticize you alright? Just trying to tell you that you should respect your boyfriend because he was the one who was always there for you

I hope now you would understand my true feelings because I am very sad with your reactions lately and you are sad with mine-too. I hope you appreciated it that I had told you this because which boyfriend would want to tell the person mistakes. I also want to change you see. Like why I say about smoking? You should know right that it hurts you and me alot. We fight over small small things. I don't want us to Be like Fadris and Simin. They all don't know what relationship baby. I know so.

You see. You ask 1000. Now I giving you even double. Even though I'm tired. I just doing it for us. Not for you or me. But both of us.

Please tell me my mistakes too baby:(

At least 3 will do:(? And how to work things out 

Love this is for you

I made it all myself

Hope you return me one like that

No boyfriend would do this just for the girlfriend to love him more

I love you so much baby

I miss you a lot baby

I sayang you always baby

I cinta you the most baby

I rindu you till nobody can do that to you baby

I need you like how you need me baby

I want you like how you want your boyfriend to change baby

I motek you till we sleep baby

I hug you till you don't want to let go of me because I mean everything to you baby

I sexy you Until I become sexy

I kiss you till all your face are full of my lipstick

I have you like how I keep my heart beating

I setia you because I believe in you

I got you like how I got my first love on you

I grab you like how you were grab by my heart

I pity you because all I did was wrong

I bite you like how a mosquito would suck a persons blood

I lick you like how you lick an Ice-cream

I own you my life because you made me

I honour you because you are the best girlfriend I had ever had

 sweet dreams my love one

sleep well dear like how you sleep under my shoulders

good night sweet love

take care my baby girl

hold on tight baby

oxoxox

muaaaccckkkss!



Baby. Realized anything. 22 missing.

I just wanted to let you know that on 220709 is the most best thing that had ever occured in my whole life baby. I would never forget the moment I met you because you changed my whole entire career.

It was like a pretty little miss that shot me off the sky. Ouhhh. Shot me off the sky

:')

---------The end------

-------credits--------

Endang

She made my life:')

sorry :(

2011-08-29T11:47:00.001+08:00

Time:1.23am

Baby. I know you're asleep. I guess it's time for me too. Sorry I lied to you baby. I was waiting for your message until now. Guess you don't want to reply me. I saw how furious were you while waiting for the bus. At least you still love me don't cha. But baby. I know I might be the worst boyfriend on earth. But did you think that if there is a worst Boyfriend on earth, would he love you. It's so obvious the answer is no kan baby? But you know I love you with all my heart and we will never be separated kan:) that's what makes me so glad to hear that from you:) air dicenceng tiara di putus:) but baby, you should understand how angry I was kan . I just wanted to say sorry for not entertaining you today love bird:( you should understand. I did not know marc all would have came. Baby, honestly if I love you so much. Why am I writing this letter to you. You should know that I myself was wrong in the sense. :( I don't want a slightest thing to happen in our relationship you know anot baby. That's why I don't waste my time tell you that I love you most. It's has been a long time since I message you either. I wanted to hug you when you left but I was so wet in a sense of sweat. You should know I am the worst boyfriend ever you had had but I will still love you the most deep down my heart you know baby:( . This is my red heart tau baby given from me to you. Sweet tak I baby? Where can you get a boyfriend who always laugh at you when you say you are pretty or cute? I love to tease you but I know you love to thing that I don't love you kan. I do baby :) really and honestly :) see how sweet can I get. Can your boyfriend spend time with you until I can't decide what to choose in the popular because you don't know I was all the way looking at your cute cute face ??? Am I just the sweetest for you. When we love each other, we really do. But when we hate each other, I don't love it at all. When I meet you, I was so tired to even walk because it's like after a long time I haven't seen you. And I dreamt that we went to Mac Donald and we saw everyone eating. That's all. Looks like my dream came true. I hope my real dream come true baby. Few days back I dream we had a baby. I was the doctor and I was taking our baby out. Isn't it weird? You didn't feel any pain. The baby was crawling out. Haha. Sorry I never told you this because I wanted to message you this when we had an argument. But it seems now it is the best time to tell you. It was a boy anyway baby. You name it Ashtonderpal Singh. Haha! Cork kan baby? I know now you reading this like you want to sleep off already. But your already sleeping. It took me so long to message you this. I hope baby appreciate this message I had send to you :(

BAby, I'm sorry for not caring for you at all when your grandfather pass away:( you should know that I don't really know how much your family mean to you because you never share any family members to me :( I also don't know him that well baby as it seems. Even though we always seem far, we are always close tau:) see baby, look now what time it is. 1:45. So late already tau baby:( yet we still fight over small stuff :( baby, I'm sorry for contacting other girl also baby. I really never meant to do that. It all happen because of me. I was wrong again. See baby. 2 things I did wrong already:( baby? I just don't want you to go to ite because if I lose you, who will be there for me. No one will teach me peribahasa tau:( sad Tau baby. Baby? I ask you something can. It's really personal tau. I hope no one reads this message tau:( I'm sorry love, will you marry me?. Please answer me when you read this message okay baby love. I hope you really understand my true feelings towards you okay baby:( because once your gone, I'm no more myself tau baby. If you leave me, boys will all find you. But who want me? I'm so different from you in our religion:( baby it's now 1:55 already so late already. Wait baby. I want to wear my  to kiss you on your mouth. Okay baby I dah Pakai! Haha. Wait . Sweet tak baby !?:( I can't get more sweeter as it seems right baby:) hahahaha. Baby. I'm so crazy over you until I have to wear  also to make you attracted to me. Haha. Arvinn Arvinn. Baby baby:) sayang sayang. You know your my little  tak? And your heart is an anot? You should know I was In the wrong again right. I should have left you all alone in that bus you know. Even though I left you means I don't love you at all. You know I know. What I talking sia baby. I damn tired until I just say all my words okay baby. But all true. I love you only baby in my heart and I'm not willing to let you go okay. You hear that tak:) so sweet of me kan :) haha. Baby baby! I damn crazy. See. I'm repeating my words again and again. Haha. See I say again two times. Haha. So crazy of me to say that. Haha. Baby, I just scroll though the whole message and it's fucking long to read it baby :) haha !:) see how sweet am I baby. I would do anything for you tau baby. When I get the iPad2 I will borrow it to you okay baby cinta? We all download games ! Okay baby!? Baby baby. What made love you so much until I have to write this Surat to you. I should publish it to the berita hairan kan for us to read. MALAY EHK MY TEXT. haha! Baby the time is 2:18 already. I half way sleeping already sia. I don't know where to end it now. Hmm. Let me think. Ending always the good part of us kan. Let me remind a day which lead to happiness for me. Hmm. It was the day after we broke up on Riyanto birthday. It was tragic first but then lead to happiness. I woke up in the morning. Waiting till 7, till I figure out no one would call:( I tot I had a lot of friend but I don't hear from them. Baby should know that I'm just a kid and my life is a nightmare when I'm not spending my days with you. Zi xuan called me saying he wanted to meet me. Then we smoked. I could really smoke because I was thinking of you in the morning. So we boarded the bus and I was so scared. I was hearing NOW YOUR GONE, THE KILL, SCARS, NO NO. Previously it was sad. I made Zi xuan hear it with me. Haha. Poor him. Then I was late. Aunty jasmine say just run. She gave us chance I GUESS? hmmm. Haha. Baby. Then I went in toilet. Act handsome because I tot you would have looked at me. Then you didn't. Was so scared to enter classroom. Haha. Cute kan baby. Then blab all my emotional stuff to people. Like they care. Then went for mother tongue class. I express my feelings towards Taufiq. Like he care Again! Haha. Then after class went to rashiqa. Lucky she help me. She told me to approach you which I did :) you were smiling which made me even more happier to talk to you. Haha! Then we were back together baby again baby! Haha. So fast kan we all love each other :) then I fast for the whole fucking recess! Wth0.0. Haha. That was my most happiest day baby we got back together. I'm looking forward to marry you baby:) . Okay baby. I hope you understand you mean the world to me. Baby. Its 2:30 already sia. Wah. 1 hour I wrote my whole feelings baby:). Haha :) baby. Don't leave me please :( now I will sleep k. :( call me in the morning when you wake Up from your sleep. .

I love you
I Miss you
I cinta you
I rindu you
I hati you
I sayang you
I need you
I kiss you
I muacks you
I lick you
I motek you
I I you
I touch you
Haha. Ii you ? Mpek gila!

Good night baby love

Sleep well alright

I hope you received this message from me :)

Sweet dreams about me.

Don't leave me dear

Take care lovebird

Hugs and many kisses baby

One on head
One on nose
Two on eyes
One on chin
One on forehead
Two on cheeks
Lastly one on your lips

I'm sorry 

Your love,
ARVINN
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Time 2.37

Baby. Meet me later on please in the morning okay:( muacks! I won't put my phone on silent okay:) . Night baby

Oxoxoxoxoxoxox
Muaaaacccckkkss!

2011-07-20T22:07:00.001+08:00

Sweet ? Nah , This Few Week This Has Change For Us . I Mean EVERYTHING . What To Do Right ? He Is NOT My Type And I Am Not His . So Anyway , I'm Here To Say That , It's Better If We Are Just Close Friends Because We Are Not Happy Being In This Stupid Relationship . Are You Happy ? I Know I'm Not . Thanks For Making Me A Loser , Useless , Worthless , Unsecured And Many More . I Thank You For That Deep Down My Heart . When DID You Ever Need Me ? Tell Me ? All I Could See Is You And Your Friends , Jack And Family . That's All . Sad ? What Do You Think ? I'm Seriously Am Disappointed With You , Really . You See , One Day Karma Will Hit You Back . BYE .

2011-05-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers <3
So Sorry That Blog Is Dead :(
Anyway , It's The Exam Month :D
Only Left Maths 2 And Poa 2 !
Can't Wait To Spent My Holiday ~ ! ^_^
Anyway , My Reason For Blogging Is To Let Out My Feelings That's All :(
Lately , Lots Of Things Happen :'(
All Of It Are Just Hurting Me In And Out !
JUST FML PLEASE ! :'(
Everyday I Feel So Down And Lonely .
Even Though I Have A Boyfriend ,
It Doesn't Make Things Better .
But Only Worst :(
I Read My PAST Post And Realised Something ,
You CHANGED !
Haish D';
Things I HOPE Won't Come True Right .
It's OK , It's All My FAULT :')
But Whatever I Said ,
I Mean It !

BYE ,
SO LONG

P/S : Thanks For Making Me Smile For The Past 21 Months :') I Treasured It <3

NO NO

2011-02-28T15:50:00.001+08:00

No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And nothing take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me

No need to say a word
Yeah girl it's so clear
Ooh I can read through those tears
That man just stole you from me
So what you're 'bout to say was my biggest fear
Last thing I needed to hear is
That you no longer love me

So today before you step up to break my heart
Before you start picking my world apart
Just know that I will never stop you, ooh
I've been where you are

Before you do what you've got to do
Could I make one last request of you
I need just one more night without the truth
So please say...

We used to spend our nights just dreaming alone
I guess that those days are gone
And I've forever lost you
I never thought that you would hurt me like that
I guess there's no turning back
Ooh girl I'll always want you

2011-02-05T10:28:00.000+08:00

hieeeee readeeers ! :D
see tat carebear .
baby brought it for me on our DATE !
it was an awesssome date ever !
I LOVE MY BUDAK HANDSOOOOME ! <3<3<3
it started on 4/2/11
me n bby met at jp .
then we went to buy bby portable charger .
then he asked me if i needed anything .
n i said NO .
heheeee !
then we went into action city (JP)
but then bby couldn't decided on which one :)
then bby said , " lets go to lot1 "
we went there just bcos bby wanna buy me smthg .
in the end i CHOOSE tat ^_^
heheheeee !
i sukaaaaaa sekaliiii !
then bby brought me KFC !
YUMMMMMMY !
after all tat .
went to lpk at twl .
balik at 10+
and once again he sent me home :')

baby , you sre the best i ever haaad ! SUMPAH ! im gng to wait for you n lets get married pls :'(( i nk live happily ever after with my hero :( i sayaaaang my hero more theeen anyone tau <3 MUUUUACKS ! ^.^

2011-01-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH MONTHSARY BABY SAYANG ! <3 (220709)
i had lots of fun yesterday and today .
YESTERDAY :
it was so called my awkward day
because i was studying at bby place with his family surrounding me :/
awkward right , i know !
hahahahaaa ~ !
but then , after all tat awkwardness .
bby and me lpk at block 104
mcm biasa , bby made me laugh n i made him laugh ^_^
sukaaaaa eh bby ~ ! *tickle*
hahahahaaa !
then smthg bad happen :(
actually nt tat bad .
i only cried :')
for a good reason n nt a bad reason .
because i was touched by bby action .
he wanted to sent me home but i intended to stay because i wanna meet adam (nasuha guy)
but then when nasuha said this ,
"you wanna know why arl like tat ? bcos he wanna sent you home . he keeps msging me when adam is reaching . :)"
when nasuha said tat , my heart became soft .
i wanted to cry bt didnt .
in the end , baby mad with me eh !
rabaaaak sekaliiiii !
in the end pun you will know the ans pe bby :(
beh nk peng peng sama i :'(
sedih tau.
at LEAST you brought for me KINDER BUENO ^_^
i likey it sooo much ! *muuuacks ~ !*
then after all tat , i told him why .
but tats wasnt the ending :)
heheheeee ~ !
baby sent me home even though he was suppose to be home by 7.30 pm
i really wanted to cry in the bus kn bby ? i noe :')
tears of joy tau syg :')
then in the end , he reach home at 8.30 pm :')
isnt he sweet ? I KNOW ! ^_^
ILoveyDoveyYouSoMuchMyLove ! <3
YouAreTheBestIEverHad ! <3

TODAY :
i woke up early today because today i had an outing + CIP :D

ok , CIP was easy .

everything went smoothly .
after all tat , i decided to lepak at sharan place :D
it was fun especially with ashwin and alvin ^_^
then did ace-learning -.-
so troublesome !
then after all tat , went home at abt 5+ pm
got home ,
shower , household choresn hw till 9 pm .
see rajin kn ur bby ? ^_^
i noe i am !
hehehee ~ !
ok dah !
now i mjok with baby !
HMPH ! :(
byeeeee ~ !

2011-01-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

hi love :)
baby , please believe me i love you soo much ok ?
and i pick no.1 n tat is
"Yes, I am willing to be your wife forever and ever."
baby , i know i havent been acting or showing any love or concern
but bear this is mind tat nthg gonna take me away from you !
i love you deep down to the earth core !
only you are in my heart :')
baby , please be with me all the way
i need you to be there for me
only you understand me
i hope you can read my mind and feelings ok syg ?
darling loves you sooo much tat she doesnt want to leave you :')
if baby wants anything , come to me ok ?
im always here for you
n dnt think idk wat u r thinking .
baby , one more thing .
pls dnt be sad .
when u sad , i feel really worried .
bcos i feel tat its either i didnt smthg wrong or u just dnt wanna talk to me no more :(
pls baby ?

ILoveYou <3
IMissYou <3
ISayangYou <3
IRinduYou <3
ICintaYou <3
IHeartYou <3
INeedYou <3
IWantYou <3
all sooo much baby :')

trust me tat i'll never leave you !
you will be my one and only n forever after :)
i finally found my one and only prince charming :')
he the best from the rest !

ILOVEYOU ! *muuuuuuacks !* :*

love trap by you make me feel more alive

2011-01-19T21:27:00.001+08:00

You are my only love. You have me completely in your power. I know and feel that if I am to write anything fine or noble in the future I shall do so only by listening to the doors of your heart. ... I love you deeply and truly, Endang..... There is not a particle of my love that is not yours. ... If you would only let me I would speak to you of everything in my mind but sometimes I fancy from your look that you would only be bored by me. Anyhow, Endang, I love you. I cannot live without you. I would like to give you everything that is mine, any knowledge I have (little as it is) any emotions I myself feel or have felt, any likes or dislikes I have, any hopes I have or remorse. I would like to go through life side by side with you, telling you more and more until we grew to be one being together until the hour should come for us to die. Even now the tears rush to my eyes and sobs choke my throat as I write this. Endang, we have only one short life in which to love. O my darling be only a little kinder to me, bear with me a little even if I am inconsiderate and unmanageable and believe me we will be happy together. Let me love you in my own way. Let me have your heart always close to mine to hear every throb of my life, every sorrow, every joy.

I don't know what's going true my mind right now. But all I know is that I love you like madness!! You had trap me into loving you. And this trap can't be free. And most of all, I'm happy that in trapped by you baby:) cause I'm satisfied with everything I have now baby. Lastly, I would give you the world to you:'). Deeply in love with you makes me even cry ever second. Fighting with you even make me know my mistakes. Hugging and kissing with you make me even happier each moment and you have the key to my heart baby:). And I hope you have lost it so you will be in love with me forever baby:). Wish you were by my side here. My tears can't even come out no more cause all of it have fallen of the cliffs for you my b. I don't know what's happening to me. Cause every time I look into your eye, I feel like I'm in a different planet. With no one else here baby. Only us. Where you can love me the most and where I can love you the most. :). Baby. I can keep on writing on and on just for you sayang. I hope you read this k. When u finish reading this, I would just wanna know if you are will to have me as a husband in the future baby:)

Must message I tau.
Must say.
Either.
Yes, I am willing to be your wife forever and ever.

Or.

No, we have to move on someday baby.

Pick one k baby:)
But all I know is that I'm willing to have you as my dearest wife:)

I. L. Y
I. M. Y
I. S. Y
I. R. Y
I. C. Y
I. N. Y
I. W. Y
I. Heart. Y
All so much baby:')
Take care my one and only baby:) which means the world to me:-*
Sleep well baby
Swite dreams baby
Many hugs and kisses too my lady:)
We will be know as
ELA

SAYANG, I really love you with all my heart:)

Love, Arvinn
Yours sincerely and faithfully
Arvinn
Yours truly
Arvin

:-******

neglected

2011-01-18T23:48:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, I just feel that im being neglected by you. Every time nowadays you are always correct and im always in the wrong. I don't think that's even fair to me tau. You are always right. How I wish that you were in my shoes. I don't want to break this r/s apart tau. Cause I love you so deeply in my heart. I always give in to you because I scared that ltr on we will be separated. That's y I'm not fighting back. Then lagipun, you say you love me. Always. But how I wish you could show love to me even more. By hugging me when no teachers or people are around or even kissing me when no one is around. I would just want a better you. I would love to see us like those days baby. We would fight over a few matter:'(. But these days. I can't cause I don't wanna break you heart. See when today you left me all alone and went for dance. I cried so much tau cause I love you so damn much and Bby just leave me. You even bypass me without saying bye or I love you. All you say is don't regret. That's always make me think twice before I do something tau. I don't care about any other else except for you and Jon tau. The rest to me are like strangers:'(. You don't know that kan baby. Now I'm here all alone with jack. Jack's in his dreams already. But im not. Cause every single moment I think about you baby. Not only that. I also changed for the better. I stopped my flirting :'( Only thing is smoking. It's hard for me to atop tau baby. U try being in my shoes. Think about all my probs. I have study issues tau. But to me, you are the one that I will care the most for. Idc if I fail my exams. At least I have a girlfriend like you. It's freaking hard to get a gf like you. Fun, easy to get bully, selenger, cute, caring, fighting:) and lastly loving person. I know you won't show this outside. But inside of your heart you do a lot. Why can't you show it outside your heart. I'm like saying this for quite a few times already tau. Baby knows that I can't live without her kan:( even-though we had lots of arguments, I still loved you from e beginning and never ever wanted to lose you baby. How nice if baby really show me care:( I know sometimes your scared to do so. But atleast try lah baby. Baby knows how much too I love you kan. Beh u uat like this. Always sad tau when I see you like this. Why can't you be my superwoman:(. Right now your my WIFE tau. I don't wanna do anything stupid stuff behind ur back. Now u just message me saying to go and sleep:(. I'm like crying out so much of tears tau:(. All I ever wanted is for our r/s to be long till we grow up. And we dah plan tau 13 children:(. baby all I can say is that I love you from the bottom of my heart. And I really do care for you. Please just forgive me for acting this way towards you baby. I can't sleep anyway. So I will wait k baby:(

my hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
so won't you kill me,
so I die happy.

but, I believe in you so much
I could die for the words that you say

I love you, I miss you, I rindu you, I cinta you, I Sayang you, I need you, I want you, I heart you so much baby:'(. Take care my love. Sleep well. And please have the nicest dreams ever:). Many hugs and kisses to you even if you refuse it k baby:'(.

Love. Arvinn Anisha:)
E. L. A.
4
E. V. E. R.
U. N. T. I. L.
E. T. E. R. N. I. T. Y.

I'm sorry:'(

2011-01-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

pictures on CCA Open House .

baby , these are the ppl who i took photo with as individual :)

ILoveYouSoooooMuchBabySayang ! <3

2011-01-16T12:48:00.001+08:00

hey baby :)

i had fun with you yesterday !

best seeeey !

should do tat more often alright ?

you know i love you soooo muchhh ! *muacks !*

btw , i need to talk to you again .

now it will be my turn to tell you stories :D

heheheee ! <3

ok then baby .

ILove and MissYou sooo much !

hahahaaa !

byeeee~!

2011-01-10T21:30:00.001+08:00

cheeeey ! baby dh pandai seyyy pakai semb semb eh ! :p hahahaaaa ! <3 alaaaaaa , bsok bby gt soccer :( i cnt spent time wit him :( its ok . i must support and understand him . i want you to do well in both academic n cca ok love :D if i fell asleep im sorry bby :( u better slp early . tmr gt soccer training huh ! hahahahahaaaa ! keciiian ! :p

ILovevYou <3
IMissYou<3
ISayangYou<3
IRinduYou<3
ICintaYou<3
IHeartYou<3

sleep well , tc , goodnight , sweet dreams <3

you better dream abt me huh ! hahahaaaa !

Muuuuuuuaccccks~! :*

tired

2011-01-09T23:23:00.001+08:00

Looks like I'm tired. Baby dah update blog sey. Big deal huh!!! Haha. Tmrw meeting her can't want to hug n give a big muack to her!!! Haha. I scored two goals anyway !!! Haha. Damn nice. Classic. Anyway. Baby say want say ily all to mee. Nvr. !!' u wait and see tmrw. :) muakks. I'm tired baby. Good nite sweetheart:)

2011-01-09T12:13:00.001+08:00

hie baby , i guess your dream came true :) happy tk ? hahahahaaaa , its gd to see you happy nw . bcos the first dy of school i realise tat you wasnt the same arvin i knew the last time . you were SUPER DUPER emotional eh ! n u also CRIED in class ! ish3 ! bt then everything change after we sign , i guess tat was ur most happiest moment :') bby , eventhough now things arent gng so well . i promise you i'll be strong even if im nt . u dnt have to worry abt me ok ? i juat wanna say sorry for those hurtful moments you had to go through . bt still , you will know how much i love you just by looking into my eyes . bcos u r the key to my heart <3 btw bby , we have a lot of things we need to do this year . like , STUDYING , CCA and QUALITY TIME with EVERYONE ! hope you know how to manage ur time . ok then . so long bby :) and btw , msg me ok . i gt smthg to tell you <3

dream

2011-01-06T22:34:00.001+08:00

Baby. Looks like my dream cane true. Only thing I wasn't the hero kan3. I'm so happy to be together. Ppl say I want u back cause I pakai u. I know. I won't k baby. I won't even tell u i updated blog:) all I can say is that I love you with all my heart and never willing to let you go out of my sight again baby Endang:)

I think u didn't reply mee. Cause ur sleepy. Memang lah u sleepy. Kan u hyper nowadays. Slap you then you know. Haha. :) muacks!!!

This is for you baby. All thanks to Jonathan and lee jun were together :). I appreciate them baby. In future on. I will really keep them in my heart so do you. And our signature:) u Uat Sembarang ajer. Sepak you. :) Kk baby. Go to sleep k.

I love you. I miss you. I sayang you. I rindu you. I cinta you so the much. And I <3. I learn a new heart shape tau. Sweet kan ur baby. I know2. Sleep well. Take care. Hugs n kisses to my one n only baby, Endang Anisha. :) I will never lose you no more. So must u k !!! Muacks!!!!!!!!! :D

wish

2011-01-02T00:37:00.001+08:00

If you had given me one wish. I would wish that I won't want to e with u again and promise not to hurt u forever.

love

2010-12-31T00:00:00.001+08:00

Now I'm lost without u. Sitting here on the bed thinking of u every-night. But u are happily going after other guys. I love u so much. N u did this to mee. I ask juli n irfan whose ur admirer. They said to get a life all. Move on. But I am moving on with my life with a broken heart. I will always remember what moments we had been true. The first time I hold ur hand. I was sweating alright:) I still can remember. And the first time I gave u a kiss on ur cheeks was my greatest day ever:) but what can I do? Everything changes. So do ppl. The first time I saw u, I couldn't keep my eyes on u. But the most part in our r/s I would never forget is when I hugged you. Cause all my emptyness inside of mee had gone away. Now I'm sick with a temp of 39.8. But I told u. U didn't cared for mee At all. Now I know you have fallen in love with someone else. I think that's naga. I hope you n him make the perfect couple. I wish that you will be happy in ur life k b. Remember what u said to mee, that after this. R/s u won't love anyone else except mee. But I guess I was wrong to trust u. But it's okay. As long ur happy :) I'm happy too k b. But bear in mind. I will always love u till the end. Now all I want u to do is read this lyrics. It has all my emo inside the song. I hope you will love it k? Here it goes

My heart stops. My breath stops. You are leaving me
I only loved you until my heart ached. I was happy
Born as your man, I loved you indefinitely
That's enough. I'll try to hold back my tears

Rain soaks my whole body
I struggle to lift my head again and look at the sky
Rain drops getting into my eyes replace the tears
that I've been holding back again and again
thinking of you

I was so happy because I loved you like crazy
I let go of you, who gave me memory of love.

Good bye, my love love love
Fare well, my love love love
Even though my filling up tears soak my whole body,
Now good bye good bye good bye
Please be happy after leaving me
Step by step, you are getting far away from me

I silently pour myself a glass
Struggling to hold it up, I let out a sigh
I take the glass
Together, I swallow the tears that
I've been holding back again and again
thinking of you

I was so happy because I loved you like crazy
I let go of you, who gave me memory of love.

Good bye, my love love love
Fare well, my love love love
Even though my filling up tears soak my whole body,
Now good bye good bye good bye
Please be happy after leaving me
Step by step, you are getting far away from me

I didn't know love because my heart is cold
but thank you so much. I know now. That love is like this.

My heart stops. My breath stops. You are leaving me.

Good bye, my love love love
Fare well, my love love love
Even though my filling up tears soak my whole body,
Now good bye good bye good bye
Please be happy after leaving me
Step by step, you are getting far away from me

Rain soaks my entire body. I look at the sky.

Even though my filling up tears soak my whole body,
Now good bye good bye good bye
Please be happy after leaving me
Step by step, you are getting far away from me

That's all I can say baby:( I love you very much.
P

2010-12-19T23:54:00.000+08:00

Hey Everyone . Endang Here . Hmmm , Me And BS Are No Longer Together . Everyone Is Happy I Guess . But I'm Not ! It Was Really A Big Mistake To Ask It This Time . I Was Angry Get It ? Thats Why It Happen . I'm Sorry . Sometimes You Don't Understand My Feelings . Haish . BS , I MISS YOU :( I Know I Must Move On But What's The Point ? I'm Totally In Love With You . I Hope You Are Reading This , Because I'm Going To Pour Out My Feeling Alright ? I Guess What I Thought Wasn't True , Was True . It Hurts But I Cover It . I Didn't Want You To Know . You Know Me , I Don't Say I'm Jealous Or Whatsoever . I Want You To Figure It Out Yourself . That Way I Will Know If You Really Understand And Know Me . But It Turns Out You Don't . Haish . I Don't Want To Stop You From Loving Someone You Have Feeling For . I'm Sorry If I Hurt You Big Time But I Can't Be With You . You Don't Have Confidence In Our Relationship . I'm Sorry That I Have To Say That . I Didn't Mean To Hurt You . I Know You're Strong . Hmmm , I Know I'm Not The One From You . I Always Knew It . I Always Hurt You With Such Problems Right . Like _____________________________ ( You Know , I Know ) . I'm Sorry . Really Am . For Everything That I've Done . But I Know You Wouldn't Forgive Me Due To Everything That I Did In The Part And The Present . I Know You Are Not The Type Who Forgive And Forget . It's Ok If You Don't Forgive Me . I Wasn't The Perfect Girl For You , I Realize It . I Tried To Make You Happy . Sometimes It Work But Usually It Doesn't :') What I Can Say Is , I Tried . But You Wouldn't Believe Me Nor Trust Me . It's Ok . I Just Wanna Say That . For The Part 16 Months 27 Days __ Hours , You Have Been The Best Of The Best Boyfriend I Ever Had . I Still Remember The Time You Gave Me My First Piggyback Ride :D How Sweet Can You Get . And The Time You Gave Me Pillows And Blanket Because I Was Too Tired Helping You Out ! But My Favorite Will Be When You Sleeping On My Lap :'D . Memories Will Still Be With Me Though BS . Hmmm , My Heart Will Always And Only Be For You Alright BS ? Whenever We Meet , We Always Smile And Laugh But When We Are Far Apart We Fight -.- How Ridiculous Can This Get BS ? Why Can't We Just Be A Happy Couple . I Don't Blame You Alright . I'm Glad You Were Mine , REALLY REALLY ! And I'm Not Being Sarcastic :) Hmmm , I Should Properly End It Here . Hmmm , Thanks For Being There Especially Through My Ups And Down . I Will Always Treasure You BS . You Were Always There When I Needed You , No Lie . Seriously . That's Why You Are The Best From The Rest . Even Though There No More Us , I Will Continue On Counting Our Anniversary , I Will Hmmmm , Btw , Don't Sombong With Me Tau . Later I Lagi Sombong Then You Know :) If You Read This , Message Me Alright . So I Know You Read It . I LOVE YOU BS <3 :')

2010-12-10T00:51:00.001+08:00

Hey Readers :D

I Can Say I'm Happy .

Really !

Now My Life Is Complete And There Will Be A NEW Me !

I Wanna Be The Best For You ,

I Don't Want To Mess Things Up This Time Round .

I LOVE YOU TTM ! <3

L.O.L.

Endang Anisha <3

2010-12-04T17:42:00.000+08:00

Hey Everyone :D

Hmmm .

I've Been Studying Maths Lately .

I'm Trying To Finish My Ten Years Series .

If POSSIBLE :D

Hahaha !

Hmmm .

I Guess Life Without You Is Fine .

But I Love You And You Are Always In My Heart .

Haish .

How Am I Going To Move On :(

But ,

I Hope One Day I Get To Hug YOU !

Just One More Time Before I Say Goodbye To Us :(

Hmmm .

Next Year Is N Level .

People Say I Can Go To Sec 5

But ,

I Don't Know If I Can .

Hmmmm ,

I'll Try Alright ? :D

Ouhk Then .

I Gtg .

Tata .

Love ,

ELA <3

2010-11-30T23:35:00.000+08:00

I Miss My Bf :(

Seriously ,

Things Has Been Different Lately .

Everything Change .

But Changes Are Good Once In A While Right .

Still I'm Gonna Wait For YOU ! :'D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GA ! <3

All The Best In The Future Yea ?

Hope That Our Friendship Will Last Till Eternity .

L.O.L.

GA :D

(BABYSAYANG)

I MISS THIS BOY ! <3

Well ,

Since Now We Are No Longer Together .

I Can Say You Were Always The Best .

Best From Any Of My Ex .

And Don't Think I've Move On Ok Baby :D

LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND FOREVER <3

(HUNNEY)

I MISS THIS LADY ! <3

She My Sister .

Forever Will Be .

Hehe !

She Budak Calm

Because She Is Always Happy No Matter What .

I LOVE YOU ! <3

(BABYLOVE)

I MISS YOU <3

You Are Currently Now At Indonesia .

Please Come Back ASAP !

I Wanna Hug You Tightly .

I Seriously Miss You .

Especially Your Pathetic Face :'D

I LOVE YOU ! <3

(SOTONGGIRL)

I MISS YOU ! <3

Even Though Me And Her Fought .

We Will Always Love Each Other.

Because This Is Our Policy ,

"We Don't Hate People If There No Reason To"

We Last Long Lah Nak Katakn :D

I LOVE YOU ! <3

(BLUEIE)

I MISS YOU <3

She Is My Cambodian Girl .

I Do Love Her Ok .

She An Easy Going Person .

She Has Good Fashion Sense .

So Next Time Kita Shopping Sama Same Ok ?

I LOVE YOU ! <3

(BABYBOY)

I MISS YOU ! <3

I Want You To Teach Me How To Play The Guitar Ok ?

Be There For Me If I Need You Ok ?

You Know We Are In The Same Boat :D

I LOVE YOU <3

(KINGKONG)

I MISS YOU ! <3

When You Get Back From Hong Kong ,

We Will Rap Together Ok ?

Come Back ASAP Ok ?

And Come Back Safe ;)

I LOVE YOU ! <3

(GUITARTEACHER)

Hmm ,

Nak Say Miss Buat Apa Kn .

Haha .

Hmm ,

Lain Kali Ajar Betul Ok ?

Because You Know Me .

Slow Learner .

Hmm ,

Ok ?

OK PEOPLE ! THAT'S ALL I WANNA TALK ABOUT .

SEE YA SOON :D

2010-11-24T11:08:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers ! :D

Somehow I've Tried To Move On ?

I Don't Know .

But You Know What .

He Sakit Hati Ah !

Haha !

You Did It ,

So Tak Salah Ok If I Did It !

Please .

This Is Called Karma !

But ,

Whatever It Is .

I Tetap Sayang You !

I Hope One Day I Get To Talk To You .

You Know I Love And Miss You :')

Talk To Me ASAP <3

2010-11-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

220709 - 171110 :')

I'm Gonna Miss You Baby !

Haish .

So Many Things Happen Between You And Me Right Love?

All The Laughter ,

The Pain ,

The Sadness :')

But Why Must This Happen ?

I Didn't Even Think That This Will Happen .

But All Of This Is KARMA Right .

Whatever It Is ,

I'm Still Gonna Love You .

And It Was My Fault Too .

I Wasn't The Best For You .

I'm Sorry Love .

You Should Know Me Right ?

I'm A Troublemaker !

But Still ,

I Never Stop Loving You Even Though You HURT Me A LOT Of Times !

I Once Told You That If We Break ,

I Don't The Reason To Be My ATTITUDE !

Haish !

Baby ,

I Tried My Best To Accept Your Attitude !

But Then ,

You Don't APPRECIATE It !

It's Ok Baby .

Never Mind .

All I Know Is That

I'm Gonna Wait For You And I Truly Love You :')

I Wanna Wish You All The Best In The Future Especially In Your N Level .

Since I'm No Longer You GIRLFRIEND .

I Can't Longer Be There For You All The Time .

BUT If You Need Me ,

I'm Always Available For You :)

Trust Me .

I Will Help You No Matter How Hard Thing Get .

Farewell Love :')

You Know My Feeling Quite Well Now Right .

Truthfully Speaking ,

I Did Flirt With A Because Of YOU !

N ,

I Didn't .

At First Yes .

Then After You Scolded Me ,

I Didn't !

And I Didn't Said I Love You To N !

Haish .

All Of This Is KARMA Ok Baby .

Even The 6 Days I Was Away You Too Were Flirting !

Don't Lie To Me Ok ?

I'm Disappointed In You .

But It's Ok Right .

Shit Happens !

All I'm Gonna Say Is This ,

Even Though Now We Are Far Apart ,

My Heart Will Forever Be Yours .

I Love You Baby .

Only You Don't Realize How Much Love I've Given To You !

One Day When You Turn Back ,

You Will Regret That You Break With Me ?

Haha !

Nah !

Remember Ok ?

The Promise :D

I Just Hope You Remember The Moments We Share Ok Love :D

Tata ,

Your Girlfriend ,

Endang Anisha <3

2010-11-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

Hey Lovelies ! :D

I Know It's Been A Long Time Since I've Updated Blog -.-

Nie Ah Baby Tak Nak Update ! :p

Haha !

Hmm...

Me And Baby Got Promoted To Sec 4 .

Very Happy For You Baby .

Brought For Him Sticky Candy .

Hmm...

Baby !!

I LOVE YOU ! :*

Hmmm...

School Holiday ??

Ok I Guess .

Lepak With Juli , Fafaah And Ayan :D

Love You Guys So Muchie !!! <3

G.A. And GethaBabyLove Are Not In Singapore . :(

I Miss You Guys . Come Back ASAP Ok ?

Have Fun :D

Baby !!!!

Now You Never Layan Me !!

Layan Lah !!!

Uncivilized -.-

Hmmmm...

I'll Blog Soon Ok ?

Tata ! :)

2010-09-12T14:26:00.001+08:00

Hello Lovelies (:

Currently..

I'm All Alone At Home..

Baby Is Playing Soccer...

No One Is Entertaining Me :(

Never Mind...

Hmm..

Gonna Do Homework..

Then Gonna Eat McSpicy !

Yum Yum Yum ! :D

Baby...

I Know I Did A Lot Of Sins And Wrong Doing...

I Really Hope You Forgive Me..

I Will Be A Better Girlfriend..

Please Baby..

I Love You So Much..

That..

I Miss You Even More Then Usual...

I Had So Much Fun Talking On The Phone With You For About 3 Hours...

Soo Much Laughter And Jokes..

How I Wish Everyday You Will Be By My Side :(

I MISS YOU BSHDD ;(

And I Will Never Ever Leave You As You Are My Only World :')

In A Middle Of An Argument...
*On The Phone At 12 Midnight*
Baby : " Your Life Will Suck Without Me Right ! "
Me : " Huh ! "
Baby : " I Said Your Life Will Suck Without Me Right ! "
Me : " YES ! " :D
Baby : " What Am I Talking About.."
*It Was Actually Suppose To Be...Your Life Wouldn't Suck If You Were Not Me Right !*
Me : " Hahaha ! "
Baby : " No ! "
Me : " Yes ! " :D

Hahaha...
Baby Baby..
Ish Ish Ish..
And I'm Not A LOSER ! :P
Love My Baby Soo Much !
I LOVE , MISS , SAYANG , RINDU , CINTA , HEART YOU SOO DAMN MUCH BABY ! :*

2010-09-08T23:17:00.002+08:00

WOAH !

It's Been Such A Long Time Since I updated Blog..

Hehehe...

Busy Katakan...

Hmm...

Raya Coming...

Soo...

I Wanna Wish Every Muslims Around The World...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN !

Hehehe..

Furthermore ,

Exams Are Coming..

Starting From 1st October :(

How Sad...

On My Birthday Also Must Study...

Never Mind...

Hope To Get Promoted To Sec 4

Wanna Wish All The Best For Everyone..

Especially For Candidates Taking O And N ! (:

Hmm..

I Guess That's All...

Hmm..

Ouhya..

There One More Thing I Wanna Share...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SYIDA HUNNEY ! <3

Love You So Much..

Muacks ! (:
I Will Buy For You A Gift Ok ?
Hehehe...

Baby : " Only Crazy People Will Carry An Umbrella Today , Who Sey Carrying Umbrella ? "

Me : " YOU AH ! HAHAHAHA ! " *Laughing Non-Stop*

Baby : " NO NO NO ! , I'm Holding An Umbrella " (:

Me : " Pathetic Sey You " (:

Baby : " You Can Say Lame Right " (:

Me : "Yaya " (:

Hahaha...

Baby Baby..

Tak Nak Kalah Point Eh You !

Anyway..

I LOVE YOU ! ;}

2010-08-08T21:36:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers (:

I Know It's Been Sometimes Since I've Updated...

Sorry Ye..

Hehehe ;)

Hmm..

Soo Far Life Has Been Great...

I Guess...

Anyway..

The Reason I'm Updating Is That..

I Miss The Guy Up There In The Picture :'(

And It's Been Sometimes I Spent Time With Him..

I Miss You Soo Much Baby !

I Wanna Meet You..

But...

You Have Your Own Hectic Schedule Too :(

Hope You Will Ask Me Out Before Fasting Starts..

I LOVE BABY ARVIN SOO VERY THE MUCH ! :')

2010-07-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

I Wonder Why Things Are Like That?

Maybe I'm To Blame..

I Don't Know..

What You Said Was True GA...

I'm Just Going To Move On..

For All I Care..

I Will Be There For You Guys If You Need Me..

I Never Once Intended To Break Any Ones Heart..

I Tried...

But..

It's Hard When Rumors Has Been Spread...

True?

No One Like Their Names Nor Reputation To Be Put Down...

All I Wanna Say Is This..

Thanks Ye (:

I Don't Know If Others Will Believe You..

But...

It's Their Choice Really..

Love Everyone Very Much :')

Francisca Carbonell <3

2010-07-22T21:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY LOVE ! :')

2010-07-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE ! (:

Chey Dia Dah 15 Sey..

Jangan Kembang Macam Bunga Ye..

Hehehe...

Hmm..

I Wanna Wish You..

All The Best In The Future...

Good Luck In Everything You Do..

I Love You So Much Dear...

And..

I Hope You Love The Present Which Will Be Sent To You Later...

And I Want You To Read This Poem ;

If I forget to tell you just how much you mean to me, I hope that you will remember while your not here with me.
If I forget to tell you that you are my world and more, I hope that you will remember what I am waiting for.
If I forget to tell you I want you in my life, I hope that you will remember that I am always by your side.
If I forget to tell you I love you more than words, I hope that you will remember regardless of the hurt.
If I forget to tell you I am sorry for my mistakes, I hope that you will remember with every one I make.
If I forget to tell you no other can compare, I hope that you will remember the love that we both share.
If I forget to tell you I miss you everyday, I hope that you will remember your absence causes pain.
If I forget to tell you that forever is what I want, I hope you will remember that forever is what we have got. Whether I say these words to you, or wait until you are here with me, I will show you this forever, and these words will have no need.

Lots Of Love ,

Endang Anisha<3

2010-07-05T18:03:00.000+08:00

Just Got Back From Hospital..

And Datuk Is Suffering From Prostate Cancer )':

Datuk...

I Will Pray Hard For You To Recover Ok...

I Don't Ever Want You To Leave Me...

I Will Do My Best To Take Good Care Of You And Be There For You..

I Love You Very Much...

And For My Baby...

I Hope You Will Give Me An Answer...

For All I Know..

I Never Once Wanted To Leave You..

Even Though...

You Were Killing Me Inside...

I Love You So Much My Dear..

I Hope You Do To (':

2010-07-03T14:09:00.002+08:00

2010-07-01T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers...

I'm Not That In The Mood..

But Baby Ask Me To Update...

Hmm...

Now Me And Baby Are In Bad Communication..

Haish...

I Chat With Him...

And Now I Know What He Wants...

I Just Hope That We Will Be Together No Matter What...

And...

I Will Do What You Want...

You Are Not Forcing Me...

I Wanna Us To Be Back To Normal...

I Miss You For This Past 1 Week..

Haish..

It Feels Like It Has Been 1 Month..

Baby...

I Love You Deeply Down My Heart...

I Started Loving You When We Came Into Our 2 Months...

You Thought I Still Love Him..

But You Didn't Know That..

I Started Loving You With A Brand New Fresh Heart...

I Know That You Were The One For Me...

But Then..

Months Past...

You Slowly Break My Heart...

But Still..

You Didn't Left Me...

Somehow Deep Down Your Heart You Still Love Me (:

Till Then..

No Matter How Badly You Hurt Me..

You Will Never Once Fail To Make Me Smile (:

I LOVE YOU !

I MISS YOU !

I SAYANG YOU !

I CINTA YOU !

I RINDU YOU !

I NEED YOU !

I WANT YOU !

I HEART YOU !

2010-06-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

Wish I Could Be With You Now :'(

2010-06-28T02:40:00.001+08:00

twha eth eus fo gbein epatienc hwit uyo?..lal uyo od si eblam em?..lbtu kt?...hhais...mnv ko...lal i eno si tta i lwil lstil elov u on rmatte twa...hhais..ybb..mi ysorr rfo geverythin...i tjus dsai tta i tle sthing ntur tou eth ywa ti twan..i tdidn ysa on...ybb...i eno u r dma ta em wno...i tdn irel dmin..lal i ehop si tta uyo eforgiv em..stat lal...ybb i ehop u lwil dunderstan em...spl !....I ELOV UYO ! :'(

2010-06-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers(:

Currently..

Busy Packing For School...

Hmm..

Tomorrow Will Be The First Day Of Term 3..

Somehow..

I'm Not That Excited..

Haha..

Still In The Mood Of Holiday..

Hmm...

Yesterday..

Woke Up At 8+ a.m...

Got Ready Left At 9+ am..

Then Me,AnisBabyDoll,AnisBabyDoll Mum And AnisBabyDoll Aunt...

Went To Eunos To Have Our Breakfast + Lunch (:

Then Waited For AnisBabyDoll Uncle To Fetch Us..

Because Her Aunt Wanna Buy A New Lappy..

After That..

Headed To Esplanade...

As AnisBabyDoll Mum Wanna Watch A Performance...

As We Went Inside..

There Were Tons Of People..

Me And AnisBabyDoll Had To Find A Seat For Her Mum..

For About 4 Hours...

We Stood There And Waited...

Me And AnisBabyDoll..

Kept on Asking If This Seat Is Taken Or Not..

Finally At 7+..

There Was A Seat..

So Me And AnisBabyDoll..

Went To Hall 5 For The Robinson Sale (:

Me And AnisBabyDoll Found This T-Shirt..

It Was Stunning..

I LOVE It (:

It Took Us About 45 Minutes To Pay For The Item..

As It Was A Line Like A Snake..

Hahaha..

While Waiting Me And AnisBabyDoll..

Read A Book..

Hehehe..

Sempat Sey (;

Then After All That..

Went To Have Dinner At Burger King...

You Know What..

AnisBabyDoll Hasn't Been Stopping Eating Tau (YESTERDAY!)

She EAT And EAT And EAT..

Hahaha..

Hmm..

Then At 10+...

Went Home..

I Overnight At Her Place...

Reach There..

Bath Then Online..

Chatted With Darling (:

Baby Was So Sweet To Me..

REALLY ! (k)

Baby..

I Hope You Understand What I'm Going Through Now..

I LOVE YOU ! (:

Hmm..

Then I Overslept..

Sorry Hunney ):

The Next Day (WHICH IS TODAY!)

Woke Up At 11+...

Then I Online..

Chatted With Baby...

And Disturb AnisBabyDoll..

Hehehe..

Then Took Shower..

Had Lunch..

Then Off To Do AnisBabyDoll Hair...

After All That..

Brought School Shoes...

Then..

Went To Meet Irfan...

Then Headed To Jurong Point...

Headed To Cotton On..

Brought A Long Sleeves Shirt (L)...

Then Went Home..

Was Too Tired And Was Thinking Of Baby ):

Somehow I Felt Something Was Wrong..

Haish..

Then Went Home..

Aunt Came..

Layan Her..

Then At 6.30..

Went To Gek Poh..

To Buy Stuff..

Got Home..

Eat...

Watch Television..

Pack Bag..

Now..

I Waiting For My One And Only Dear )':

YOU !

CEPAT ONLINE !

I MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE !

2010-06-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

Handsome Kan (:

Hehehe...

Well..

What To Do..

My Boyfriend Pe (:

Hmm..

Today Met Baby At His House At 11 a.m...

Then..

Baby Told Me Something Which I Don't Think It's True...

But..

I Believe You..

But The Thing You Tell Me..

I Don't Think It's True..

Then Went Down..

Watch Baby Play Soccer..

Went Back..

Then Web-Cam With AnisHunn And JuliSyg...

Then At 8 p.m...

Went To Pioneer Mall To Have Dinner..

Ate At MacDonald...

And Finally I Have My Money (;

Then Went Home..

Now Stomach So Full ):

Hmm..

Going To Wake Up Early For Tomorrow..

Meeting AnisHunn..

Wanna Go Shopping Tomorrow (:

Yeah !

Hehehe..

Okie Then Readers...

I Gtg..

My Handsome Baby Just Sing In...

Anyway Baby..

Ingat Tau..

ITE Girls VS Poly Guys (;

Love You And Miss You So Much (K)

Bye ! (:

2010-06-24T17:49:00.001+08:00

Hello Readers(:

I Just Got Back From Gek Poh...

I Cut My Hair..

And..

It Is Super Duper Short..

Hehehe..

Whatever It Is..

I Love It A Lot..

Okie Then..

I Gtg..

Wanna Fetch Datuk From Hospital...

Bye(;

2010-06-24T14:22:00.005+08:00

Baby !

On My Birthday

I Want You To Sing This Song For Me...

Please ):

Love You Baby (:

2010-06-24T13:37:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers(:

Hmm..

Now Currently..

Chatting With Baby?

He Never Layan Me...

Sad Right ):

Later Will Be Going To Gek Poh...

To Shop For Stuffs..

I'm Thinking Of Cutting My Hair...

Hmm...

Should I?

Maybe..

Let's See (;

Anyway...

Tomorrow Will Be Doing English Project...

Hmm..

How Should I End The Video?

I Don't Know How..

Haish...

Hahaha..

Never Mind..

I Will Think About It..

Okie That's All...

Will Update Soon..

If I Never Update..

Later AnisHunn Will Complain..

Muahahah...

Bye (:

And...

Love And Miss You More Baby !

2010-06-22T23:58:00.001+08:00

Hey Readers(:

Sorry For Not Updating...

Hehe...

Have Been Busy Lately...

Hmm...

On 140610...

Me,AnisHunn And GethaBabyLove...

Went To Watch Karate Kid At Vivo...

The Show Was Fantastic...

Went Home At About 11+ p.m...

Hmm...

On 190610...

Went To Waterfront With AnisHunn,Kak Eika Sayang And Kak Eika Boyfriend...

Meet Irfan Too...

We Lepak Till About 4 a.m. In The Morning (:

Soo Much Fun !

Talk Talk...

Haha...

I Only Layan Iryan...

While AnisHunn And Irfan Chitchat All The Way...

Then Went To AnisHunn House And Slept...

Then Went Home At 1+ p.m...

That All...

Then Yesterday And Today...

Went To Baby's House...

Finally..

English Project Done (:

Only Left To Edit...

And That's My Job..

Muahahaha...

Ok Readers...

I Wanna Sleep Now..

Tired...

Bye...

By The Way...

!HAPPY 11 MONTHSARY BABY SAYANG HUNNEY DARLING DEAR!

I Love You...

I Miss You...

I Sayang You...

I Rindu You...

I Want You..

I Need You...

I Cinta You..

I Heart You...

Baby...

Don't Ever Fade In My Life Ok?

Love You So Much (K)

Hope We Last Long Ok Baby ;)

2010-06-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

I give you an inch and you take a mile
You make mistakes that erase when you smile
Im starting to feel like it aint alright
How can you care if I dont cross your mind
Cause I
Say I wanna talk but you just push me away
Tell me your leaving when I want you to stay
I never thought that loving you would hurt me this way
But Im the only one to blame
Cause Im always saying

Its ok, it's alright
I put the pain away and let it slide
I forgive and forget it
And then you promise me I wont regret it
But I do, it's not right
Because I turn around and let it slide
And im crazy for thinking
That someday you'll change things when you keep on crossin' the line

Something about you won't let me go
Maybe hes better being alone
I, keep saying im gonna move on
But it's so hard when your all that I know
But I, Say I wanna talk but you just push me away
Tell me your leaving when I want you to stay
Never thought that loving you would hurt me this way
But Im the only one to blame
Cause im always saying

It's ok, it's alright
I put the pain away and let it slide
I forgive and forget it
And then you promise me I wont regret it
But I do
It's not right because I turn around and let it slide
And Im crazy for thinking that someday you'll change things
When you keep on crossin' the line

Boy I wish I didnt give in so easily
Oh, I dont know what to do
Cause I keep on feeding the flame
When I should really be telling you we're through

Its ok, it's alright
I put the pain away and let it slide
I forgive and forget it
And then you promise me I wont regret it
But I do, it's not right
Because I turn around and let it slide
And im crazy for thinking
That someday you'll change things when you keep on crossin' the line

2010-06-16T20:34:00.003+08:00

what happening to us bby?...have both of us change?...r we fading?...im scared to lose u hunn...i was abt to lose u tody...i was soo heartbroken tat i didnt even have the mood to lyn u...im sorry...i noe there no use saying sorry..as u wouldn't accept it...i noe i have made a lot of mistakes...but u did too..n i forgive every single one of it...i always forgive u n TRY to move on..with a BROKEN heart...even though it hurt...i always say to myself tat..someday u will mend my broken heart...i have a lot of hope n faith in u..but somehow...its fading by the words u said to me just now...how could u ask me a break...n it wasn't serious...even worst...it was a suggestion...u think funny eh...it wasn't ok..r u playing wit my feeling?...do u love me truly?..if u do...we wont fight n u wouldn't ask for break...all those qns keep running through my mind...bby...tell me truthfully...wats wrong with u...i dnt noe tis person anymore..i did noe tat u could change to someone tat i dnt even recognize anymore...u were once the sweetest,understanding n loving bf...but now...u r suspecting and blaming me for something u dnt even wanna noe the truth...bby...pls..i want the old us bck...i noe u want it too..n i noe tat u hate me soo much...i dnt blame u ok...but y u say i'm changing to be come a MINAH...come on lh...no one will believe u tat i'm a minah...it's unbelievable ok...i cn never be a minah...as im nt tat type of person...bby..pls pls pls...cn we stp fighting?...its hurting u n me...dnt u think u r hurt enough bby?..bcos i now i am...i just think tat bcos of the distance..we r like tis...i hope when u get bck..we cn talk thing through...then...u will remember the old me...somehow bby...i nvr once say i hated u...how abt u..u have been saying u HATED me...dnt u think u r hurting my feeling...now...i dnt even noe if u still love me..i just hope tat u will NOT leave me bcos of my att...if u did...then i'm disappointed in u...bcos...the old arvin will nvr break my heart tis terribly before...only the new one...where is my OLD sweet baby syg went too...i WANT him back...till here then...bye...

I HEART YOU SO MUCH BABY !

(K) (IHYSM) (K)

2010-06-15T14:53:00.001+08:00

baby..i noe tat things arent gng the way we wanted..n i blame myself for making thing like tis..i noe im at fault..but at least tell me y?..u think im changing?..u think its true?...idk ok bby...but i noe im nt changing to be worst...im done with all my hw...onli project...im still the same girl who always think abt her bf n studies...i also think abt my frewns too...i dnt wnt them to think tat i onli care for u n nt them..i need to balance it bby...baby...we r like more then 10 km away...dnt u think im suffering without u?...everydy after u left me...i pray n wish u to get bck safe and sound...n too see you soon...im wanting to see u seen you left me...dnt u think i have suffer enough...the one thing i HATE now is the distance...the distance we have now is affecting how we think...dont u think so?...these past few dys...i been saying im scared...but do u noe y?...the truth is...dnt get angry ok bby...i read people blogs..if u wanna noe who...ask me ok...u noe kn i kepo..but...i was bored...soo i blog hopped...one of the couple break because of distance..the other bcos the guys didnt care abt the girl...and now one of my friend is fighting...dnt u think im nt scared if it could happen to us?...i takut ok bby...i tk nk break nagh u...i promise u..n i tk nk break it..but y r u acting tis way?...y bby y?!?...i noe im wrong..im nt mixing wit her anymore..reli...trust me..i hope u still have the trust in me..baby..all i noe is tat..i still love u more then any gf love their bf..i love u more then any of my ex..dnt u think u r special to me?...bby..remember tat u mean a lot to me..remember the dy u hurt urself...i cried...dnt u think i wanna c u hurt...i noe u too well...bby all i cn say is tat...

IHYSM (K)

I wanna be alone.

2010-06-14T21:57:00.001+08:00

I wanna be alone. I hate everyone n u too. Sorry. Things are really going out wrong. I'm eginning to hate everyone n u too. But I don't knw why. Sorry. Dnt take it hard k. But. Haish. Get this thing k bby. Just leave me alone. Sorry. U got anis all go Lyn them. U got ur Frn. N I got my ownself. Bye.

2010-06-13T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hey Readers(:

Haish...

What's Happening To Me And Baby..

We Keep Fighting About Little Things...

I Don't Want Us To Continue Fighting...

Please Baby..

Can We Stop It?

I Know You Miss Me..

But..

I Miss You More...

I Want You To Be Back Soon Please...

And I Don't Know Why I Can't Smile Anymore...

I'm not Pretending Or Faking It..

But I'm Happy That You Online Tonight...

I Am...

I Was Waiting For You...

Because..

I Know You Will Online(:

And I Was So Glad That You Did...

You Don't Know How Happy I Am...

Baby...
I'm Sorry...
If These Past Few Days My Attitude Is Like _______ ):
(Fill It Yourself Ok Baby , I Don't Mind What You Fill It With As Long As Your Are Happy)
I Just Wanna See You Again..
That's All..
I Has Been 1 Week Since You Left...
It's Hurt Me To See You Go On The Last Day We Met...
If I Could...
I Would Like To Always Be With You...
Baby...
I Love You So Very Much...
And Nothing Gonna Make Me Lose You...
Please Be Back Soon Will You?
XOXO
Endang Anisha

2010-06-13T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers(:

I Know It's Late For Me To Post...

But I'm Bored...

Hehehe..

Baby Now Is Sleeping...

I Hope That's What He Doing...

Hmm...

Yesterday...

Went To AnisHunney House...

To Bake Cupcakes And Tarts...

Yum!

I Got To Say That It Was Scrumptious(:

I Love You Hunney...

Hmm..

Then Went Home...

Went To Gek Poh...

Went To Meet My Granny And Cousins...

Had KFC Then We Went Back...

Got Home...

Watched Television...

Then Online...

Has A Small Arguement ):

Ok Then...

I Gtg..

Bye...

2010-06-11T16:55:00.001+08:00

Hey...

Currently I'm Bored...

I'm Missing The Guy Up There...

Okok...

Hmm..

Yesterday...

I Went To Have Lunch With My Girlfriends...

And They Are...

AnisHunney,GethaBabyLove And Zhi Ling(:

We Went To Had Swensens...

Yum!Yum!Yum!(:

Then Went To IMM...

Went To A Boutique...

All The Dresses Were Stunning(;

I Want Can Baby?

Hehehe

Then Went To Anis House...

Then At About 6+...

Went Home..

Then On9..

Chatted With Baby...

Then Slept At 1...

Haish..

Baby..

When You Get Back...

I Want To Have My Midnight Call Again Ok?

Love You Baby (K)

Now Baby Is Sleeping...

Alalala...

Mesti Cute(:

And..

I LOST My Butterfly Necklace )':
It's Not Lost Lost..
But Lost Don't Know Where I Placed It Lost...

Okie Dokie Then Readers...

I Gtg..

I Wanna Get Ready...

Going Out For Dinner...

Hehehe...

Baby..

If You Online Wait Ok...

Love You...

(K)(K)(K)(K)(K)

2010-06-09T12:27:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers(:

Currently...

I'm Chatting With Baby..

Listening To Music..

And Obviously Blogging..

Hmm..

Later Will Be Going To Alexandra Hospital...

For Granny Check Up...

Haish...

I Miss Baby So Much...

Love You More Baby...

XOXO

2010-06-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

Hello Readers(:

Currently..

I'm Doing Nothing...

Hmm...

Woke Up At 11+...

Took Shower And Eat...

And Left To AnisHunn House...

Online...

Transfer Pictures...

Then Left At 3...

Went To 500+...

Because Kak Eika Wanna Do Something...

Then Headed To Juring Point...

Bought A Tou Car For AnisHunn Nephew...

Then Went To MacDonald...

I Brought Ice-Cream...

Then Went Home...

Baby Online...

Sorry Baby...

I Will Chat With You...

When You Online...

Sorry Baby...

Love You (K)

And...

Whats The Use Of Facebook Ah

I Just Made An Account...

And It's Like Boring...

Hahahaha...

Okie Dokie Then...

I Gtg..

Bye(:

2010-06-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hey Lovelies...

Currently...

I'm Bored...

Neither I Nor AnisHunney Can Sleep...

Haish...

Hmm..

I Just Wanna Make A List Of What I Will Be Doing For This Week...

Shopping
Lunch
Bowling
Project (Math And English)

Busy?

Not Really...

Project Will Be Hard...

Because I Don't Have A Phone..

Haish..

How To Contact Them...

Nevermind..

I Will Wait For My Hero To Return..

While Waiting..

I Will Think About The Project...

Hehehe(:

My Shining Armor...

When Will You Be Back?

Your Princess Needs Your Help..

And She's Missing You...

Boohoo )':

Hahahaha

Macam Faham..

But It's True Ok..

I Miss You...

Okie Then...

I Gtg..

Tata..

XOXO

2010-06-07T18:01:00.001+08:00

I'm Sick And Tired Of All This..

You Blame Us For Her Wrong Doing...

Is This Fair?

We Don't Wish To Be Involved In That Stupid Situation...

It's Your Problem...

So Solve It Yourself...

Aaaaaarrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Wanna Go Away From This Place...

I Wanna Be Alone...

I Don't Want Things To Be Like This...

Baby...

I'm Sorry If I Tak Layan You...

I Just Don't Have The Mood...

Everything Is Wrong..

Totally Wrong )':
!I HATE MY LIFE!

2010-06-07T16:58:00.000+08:00

Baby...

When You Get Back..

I Wanna Kiss And Hug You Tightly..

I'm Missing You Terribly...

When Will You Be Back?

I Miss Your Smile...

I Miss Your Jokes..

I Miss Playing Your Hair...

I Miss Bullying You...

I Miss Talking To You On The Phone...

I Miss When You Scold Me With Vulgarities...

I Miss When You Hug Me..

I Miss When Your Lips Touches Mine...

I Miss When You Pampered Me While I'm Sleeping...

I Miss When We Have A Wrestling Match...

I Miss You Saying , "You Rabak Eh" With Your Sarcasm...

But Most Of All...

I Miss You...

I Want You To Be By My Side Now...

Baby..

I Love You (K)

Hugs And Kisses...

XOXO

2010-06-07T00:13:00.002+08:00

Hey(:

Just Wanted To Update...

Hmm...

I'm Addicted To The Show Trollz(:

They Are Girls Which Are Stylish,Hot,Cool And I Love Their Hair...

Hahaha...

I Recommend You To Show As It Will Really Affect Your Everyday Life..

Macam Faham...

Hahaha...

Okok..

I Gtg..

Wanna Sleep..

Nanti Baby Marah..

Hehehe..

Baby..

I Miss You )':

2010-06-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

Hello Lovelies(:

Okok..

Hmm..

Currently I'm Watching Trollz And Chatting With Baby(:

At Last My Baby Online..

Endang Misses Him A Lot..

Baby..

No Matter How Far We Are..

I Will Always Be In Your Heart And Your Side...

Have Fun Ok Baby When You Are There..

Because That's All I Want You To Have..

Fun With The People You Love(:

And You Better Smile Ok?

Baby...

Take Good Care Of Yourself...

Say Your Prayers...

Remember..

I Will Always Love You No Matter How Far You Are From Me(:

Lots Of Hugs And Kisses...

Arvi(N)isha (K)

missing u

2010-06-06T19:29:00.000+08:00

bby.. currently at malaysia..
using aunt lappy
i also got lappy k bby
so had fun smlm with bby
talk2...
haha
missing her....
woke up morning...
then went to meet aunt at idk where..
near hotel 81...haha...
bby dnt jealous...
then left at 8.40 n reach at 1.30
tired....
then everyone was so happy including me
wish bby was with me
she makes me more happier:)
but she isnt here...
i will on9 ltr too k bby
then i went to see furni for my aunt new hse..

stil waiting for us to buy a hse:)
ily,imy.isy.iry,icy so much..
muacks bby(k)

2010-06-06T17:13:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers(:

I Promise Baby That I Will Update Everything That I Do...

Soo...

I Just Came Back From Gek Poh...

Follow Mummy Buy Stuff(:

Hmm...

Just Hope That Baby Has Reach There Safely(:

Now Currently Having My Green Tea...

Okie Dokie Then...

I Will Update When I'm Bored...

Baby..

I Miss You )':

Muacks (K)

2010-06-06T11:44:00.001+08:00

!BABY!

I Miss You ):

Anyway...

I Had Fun Talking To You On The Phone...

Even Though...

I Did Most Of The Talking ):

But I Won't Blame You Ok...

You Were Tired...

But Not Tired To Play Game...

Hmph...

Baby...

I Hope You Are Smiling When You Are There Ok?

Hugs And Kisses (K)

Online Soon Yeah(:

Lots Of Love,

Francisca Carbonell(:

2010-06-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

I Wanna Hug You Like How I Hug You On Friday...

I Don't Wanna You To Go...

I Hug Tightly Knowing That It Will Be Our Last Hug...

You Will Be Leaving Me...

I Just Hope When You Come Back..

We Still Can Hug Each Other Tightly And Never Let Go...

I Will Miss You...

Francisca Carbonell(:

2010-06-05T20:50:00.001+08:00

Hey Readers(:

Currently...

I'm Watching Norbit...

Hmm...

I'm Not Feeling Well...

Due To Missing Baby..

And He Is Leaving Me...

Baby...

I Hope You Will Smile And Never Show Me A Frown...

Never Ever...

As Your Smile Is All I Ever Want To See...

Baby...

I Will Pray For Your Safe Journey To Malaysia With Your Family(:
And Also...
Grandma And Aunt Recovery....

I Hope You Will Have A Great Time Over There...

Have Fun Ok...

I Love You Hunney (K)

And...

You Better Don't Flirt With Any Girl When I'm Not Around...

And Take Good Care Of Yourself Ok Baby When I'm not Around...

Remember That I Love You Dearly Baby(:

I Will Miss You Badly Too Baby...

Really...

Okie Dokie Then...

I Gtg...

Lots Of Love,

Your Girlfriend,

Hugs And Kisses,

Endang Anisha(:

2010-06-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

Hello Lovelies(:

Today...

I Met Baby For The Very Last Time...

He's Leaving Me Again...

What To Do...

Haish...

So Basically...

I Went To Meet Him At Teck Whye Lane...

Then Went To His House To Watch...

Drake & Josh(:

I Got To Say...

The Show Was Fantastic...

But Too Bad...

Endang No Starhub...

Nevermind...

Hehehe...

Then Baby Bully Me As Always...

Then Left At 4.15 p.m...

Then Took LRT,MRT And Bus...

Then We Lepak For Awhile..

Haish...

Baby...

I Really Care For You...

Just Now When You Ahem Ahem...

I Felt As Thought I'm Being Too Kind Too You...

You Are Just Hurting Yourself...

I Don't Wish You To Ahem Ahem Lagi...

It's Hurts Me Seeing You Like That...

Haish...

Then We Took Pictures...

All The Pictures Are With Baby...

Baby..

Sent Me The Pictures...

A.S.A.P.(:

Love You (K)

Then Went Home...

I Cried When I Saw You Left...

It's Hurts So Much...

Baby...

Smile Ok?

I Love You...

I Hug You Tightly Just Now...

I Just Don't Wish You To Go...

That's All...

I Missing You...

Haish...

I HATE JUNE HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!

When Will It End...

Haish...

I Gtg..

Bye...

Francisca Carbonell )':

2010-06-04T11:53:00.001+08:00

Hey Readers(:

Just Wanting To Update...

Hehehe...

Will Be Meeting My Baby Love And AnisHunn(:

Miss You Guys Very Much...

And I Miss GethaBabyLove Too ):

Ok Then...

Bye...

Francisca Carbonell(:

2010-06-03T19:08:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers(:

Today Was Boring...

Did Nothing But Household Chores...

Then At Around 5+ Went To Pasar Malam...

Then Went Back...

Now...

I Think I Wanna Try And Call Baby(:

Miss Him So Much...

He Will Be Leaving Me Again..

Sedih Sey )':

Okie Dokie Then...

I Gtg...

TataTutuTiti

Francisca Carbonell(:

2010-06-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers(:

Currently Waiting For Baby...

Hmm..

Today I Woke Up Late...

Haha...

I Woke Up At 7.30 a.m...

Got Ready And Left...

Then Went to Took 185...

When The Bus Arrived...

Guess What Happened..

I Drop My Registration Form...

And I Was Inside The Bus...

Hiash...

Then Stop At The Next Bus Stop...

I Ran About 1 Km...

Sedih Sey..

Got There...

Took My Paper...

And It Was Wet...

Then Took Bus 243..

Went To Interchange...

Took 180..

Went To Teck Whye Lane...

I Was 1 Hour Late..

Got There..

Waitied For About 5 Minutes...

I Know BabyWon't Wait For Me..

Soo Went Back..

Took Bus 160 And 185...

Went To Anis's House..

But She Wsn't In..

So Went To Scholl..

Feeling Very Scared..

Hahaha..

Then On The Way..

Saw Anqi And Ann(:

Walk With Them To School..

Saw Anis...

Then Register...

While I Was Doing That...

Baby Came With Taufik...

I Was Soo Happy To See Him..

BIG BIG SMILE(:

Then Went To Computer Lab To Do A Survey...

In The Lab...

Mr Koo Asked About Our Relationship...

Hahaha...

He Said...

"Arvin You Have Taste..But Endang You Don't"

Boleh...

Ish3...

Then Baby Went To Ahem Ahem...

Then Headed To His House...Then He Bathed..

Bought His Brother Food..

Then We Spent Time Together(:I Had Soo Much Fun..

Katakan Miss Pe..

Really..

I Do..

Especially Your Smile(:

Then Something Happen...

You Know I Know Eh Baby...

Hehehehe...

Then Went Home..

Baby Sent Me...

Got Home..

Slept..

Bath..

Eat..

Watch Victoria's Secret Fashion Show..

It Was HOT HOT HOT(:

Hahaha..

Baby You Want I Mean Eh...

Okie Dokie Then..

I Will End My Post Here..

Francisca Carbonell(:

sorry didnt post

2010-06-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo..
sory long time nvr post...
had fun in camp...
bby making noise...
ask me post all... alamak ..
she ah.... cannot stop nagging...
i wish got anti-endang nagging
power rite iff got ...
but dnt have
haish
so today lpk with frnz...
woke up...at 12....
haha
then went to market for 2hours 2 min 24 seconds..
carry all the stuff..
then lpk.. until 8...
ask one girl num for apek...
haish...
why all the hot girls come at the last part.:)
bby jealous ehk
haha...
then went home...
now chatting with bby..
ily..imy..isy..iry...icy. so much,,,
muacks
love ajax

2010-05-31T09:55:00.002+08:00

Somehow...

I Feel That...

You Are The Only One Who I Can Share My Feelings With...

Life For Me Is Horrible...

To Many Things Are Happening...

I Feel Like Giving Up...

Feel Like Running Away...

But If I Do...

There Will Be More Trouble...

All I Can Do...

Is NOTHING!

I'm Sick And Tired Of Always Being At Home...

I Wanna Go Out...

Be With My Friends...

Be With My Baby...

Or Just Be Alone...

I Want FREEDOM...

Like Everyone Else...

Free To Do Anything...

I Wanna Tell You Guys About Us...

I Really Do...

To Tell You Guys That I Have Found The One...

Then...

I Hope You Guys Will Agree With Me...

Then...

I Can Easily Tell You Guys That I'm Going Out To Meet Him For Awhile...

All This Is Too Hard...

I Just Wanna Be With Baby Now...

I Just Finish A Conversation With Him On The Phone...

I'm Sorry...

Deep Down I Know You Are Hurt...

I Really Wanna Meet You Everyday If It's Possible...

I Miss You A Lot And Very Much...

You Can See That You Are The Only One That Make Me Smile...

Baby...

I Will Try To Meet You During The June Holiday...

I Really Wanna Meet You...

And That's Why I Don't Like Holiday...

I Can't Meet BabyLove )':

Hiash...

Baby...

I Hope You Understand Me...

I Really Love And Miss You Very Much Hunney...

Don't Ever Leave Me...

And I Hope You Will Post Soon...

Becuase...

It's Turning Out To Be Like My Blog...

Ok Then...

Hugs And Kisses...

Francisca Carbonell...

2010-05-30T21:37:00.001+08:00

Baby...

You Know I Miss You Dearly...

I Miss Your Smile...

I Miss Your Hugs...

I Miss Your Kiss...

I Miss When You Say I Look Pretty In A Sarcastic Way...

I Miss Playing With Your Hair...

I Miss When You Make A Joke...

I Miss When You Make Me Laugh...

I Miss They Way You Comfort Me...

I Miss The Way You Lean On Me...

When You Tell Me That You Like The Smell Of My Perfume...

But That's Not All...

I Like It Because...

You Would Know How Much You Really Mean To Me...

When You Hear My Heart...

As It Only Beats For You And Only You Baby(:

Somehow...

I'm Feeling Guitly For Today...

Haish...

All I Know I'm Missing You...

And That's How Much I Miss You...

Hugs And Kisses...

Your Girlfriend...

Endang Anisha (K)

2010-05-30T16:05:00.002+08:00

Somehow I'm Hurt...

Do You Know...

Never Mind Ok...

Just Leave Me Alone...

I Can't Make You Smile Anymore...

It's Better...

I'm Just Having A Lot Of Emotions...

I Need You...

But Where Are You...

I Know You Want A Girl Who Can...

Be There For You...

Meet You...

I Know I Can't...

I'm Sorry...

What Can I Do...

NOTHING...

I'm Just Not In The Mood...

Thanks...

2010-05-29T13:44:00.002+08:00

She yells because she cares; she cries because she’s frustrated. She randomly smiles because she’s thinking of you, even if you’re already there. She scrunches her face because she’s about to explode, not because she’s constipated. She hits you because she wants to touch you. She stares at you because she’s infatuated. She calls every half hour because she misses you. She lectures you because she’s boss, not mom. She kisses you because she just wants to. She asks you questions because she’s curious, not to be annoying. She wants to know where you are to be with you. She calls just to hear your voice. She walks beside you to hold your hand. She sits close to you to lean on your shoulder. She stands in front of you because she wants a hug. Just face it boy; she’s in love with you.

Hey Lovelies(:

Just Being Random Today...

I'm Missing Baby That's All..

Waited For Him...

But I Won't Complain Ok Dear...

Because I Think You Woke Up Late...

And You Are Too Late For Soccer Training...

I Hope It's True(:

Baby...

I Love You (K)

2010-05-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

Hello Readers...

Somehow Today Was Okay...

I Went Out With My Family...

Had Fun...

Family Bonding(:

Hmm...

Went To A Salon To Cut My Fringe...

Now...

Watching KL Drift 2...

So Far So Good...

And I Wanna Say Sorry To Baby...

For Not Chatting With You...

I Mean..

I Was Late..

And You Were Waiting For Me...

I'm Sorry Baby Sayang Hunney Darling Dear...

I Love And Miss You Dearly Baby...

I Really Do...

MUACKS!

Francisca Carbonell

2010-05-27T22:50:00.001+08:00

Hey Readers...

Currently...

I' m Missing My Baby And Waiting For Him To Online...

Hmm..

On 260510...

There Was AEM...

It Was A Whole Day Course...

Went To NGEE ANN Polytechnic...

There Were Many Students There...

Because It Was Graduation Day...

Went To Class...

Was Okay...

Then We Had A Tour...

Was Fun...

Because Baby Was There(:

And Baby Keep On Looking At Girls ):

But Still...

Baby Made Me Smile...

He Game Me A Card...

Saying...

Aww...

Sweet Right...

I Know..

Hehe...

Thanks Baby...

I Love You...

Then After Lesson...

Baby Sent Me Home...

Took Bus...

In The Bus...

Baby Slept...

Due To His Tiredness...

Alalala...

Kecian...

Then We Lepak...

Baby...

Remember Not To Tell Anyone The Secret...

I Had So Much Fun With Baby...

We Spent Time Together...

Like Finally...

Really Going To Miss Him...

And Baby...

I Will Pray Hard For You Aunt And Grandma Recovery...

Don't Worry About Me Ok?

I Will Be Fine...

Hugs And Kisses (:

Baby...

You Know That You Left Me With A Broken Heart...

After You Left...

I Felt Like Crying...

It's Like You Are Leaving Me Forever And You Took My Heart With You...

I Was Sad...

Wanting To Cry...

But Then...

What The Use...

You Weren't There...

My Heart Now Is Losing A Piece...

And That Piece Is You...

But I Hope...

You Will Have A Wonderful June Holiday...

I Love You...

I Miss You...

I Sayang You...

I Cinta You...

I Rindu You...

I Want You...

I Need You...

Sooooooooooooooooooooooo

Much....

Hugs And Kisses (:

Smile Always...

~Francisca Carbonell~

2010-05-24T22:17:00.001+08:00

no matter how hard i try....you will always think i have feeling for him...whatever it is..its not true...u still have no idea how much i love u...eventhough u always bring up my past..which i dnt even noe y..i noe its my fault..blame me all u want..i dnt care...let me suffer in silence...since now u like it...leave me...i noe it hurt being with me...its ok then...i dnt mind being alone..as all this while i noe i am..no one is there for me truly...no one...i rather be alone then let other suffer..u dnt even want to see me animore...y??..cos u think i love z??...y arent u being fair with me??...y is it always me n my ex..y nt urs??...Y!?..im getting sick n tired of tis stupid bloody topic...we always fight abt tis...i dnt noe when it will stop...i hate myself n my life noe...nthg is perfect for me...i though u were the perfect one fr me...bt then...u urself dnt even trust me...i have faith,hope n trust in u...eventhough u did stupud thing in the ast..i FORGIVE and FORGET...how abt u??..bby pls...i love you no matter wat...pls syg pls...dnt let me suffer all alone...pls syg...onli u cn be there for me...pls syg...believe me...*crying*...forgive me for the very last time bby...pls...

2010-05-22T22:31:00.002+08:00

♥HAPPY 10 MONTHSARY BABY SAYANG HUNNEY DARLING DEAR♥

Hello Lovelies...

Today Was Okay...

I Was At Home The Whole Day...

Bored...

Ish Ish Ish...

Hmm...

Let's Talk About Yesterday...

Woke Up...

Met Baby...

Then Went To School...

Lesson as Per Normal...

Had...

POA,S.S. And MATHS...

POA Was Ok...

Did June Holiday Assignment...

S.S. Did Nothing...

MATHS...

Was Busy With A New Project....

Entitled...

MATHS MTV ):

This Will Make Me Stress...

Haish...

Hope I Will Do My Very Best...

After School...

GethaBabyLove Ask Me If I Wanna Follow AnisHunn To Sentosa...

I Said Yes...

But I Didn't Tell Baby...

Because I'm Scared If He Say That My Friends Are More Important Then Him...

So...

I Didn't Tell Him...

When I Wanted To Say Goodbye...

He Was A Bit Stunned...

He Asked Me Why...

Because I Was Supposed To Go To His House...

I Said I Was Going Out...

Then He Left Without Even Giving Me A Kiss )':

After All That...

Took Bus...

In The Bus..

There Were 4 Couples...

I Was Missing Baby So Much...

I Wanted Him At That Moment...

Got Home...

Bath...

Eat...

Got Ready...

Left...

Meet GethaBabyLove At Lakeside MRT...

Then...

Took MRT With...

AnisHunn,Kak Eika,Kak Eika's Boyfriend And Her Nephew...

When We Reached Harbour Front...

We Took Bus To Resort World...

Reached There...

Went In...

Walked Around...

Then We Brought Popcorn...

Caramel And Caramel With Almond(:

Then Walked Around Hershey Store...

There Were Tons Of Hershey...

Yum Yum Yum(:

After All That...

Went To Palawan Beach...

Me,AnisHunn And GethaBabyLove...

Went For A Walk...

I Walked Alone...

Because All I Could Do Was To Think Of You Baby...

I Really Do Miss You...

Then After That...

Went To A Place Which Was Like An Art Gallery...

But There Water...

So...

We Went In And Had Fun...

While I Was In The Water...

I Was Busy Messaging With Baby...

Then We Headed To Delifrance For A Break...

After That...

We Went To Buy Ticket To Go In To Universal Studio Of Singapore...

At 7.00 P.M....

We Went In...

Walked Around And Camwhore Till 9.00 P.M....

Then Went To Harbour Fron To Have Our Dinner...

We Had Pastamania(:

Yum Yum Yum...

After Eating We Went To A Fish Spa...

Now This Is The Funny Part...

Me,AnisHunn And GethaBabyLove Was Supposed To Put Our Leg In The Water...

So The Fish Can Suck Our Dead Skin...

In The End...

Kak Eika And Me Did It...

I Keep Saying...

"Do This For Arvin"

I Did It...

But It Was Too Ticklish...

I Bite And Hold GethaBabyLove...

Sorry Dear(:

And Thanks For Being There...

After All That...

We Went Home..

On The Way Home..

I Cried Due To Somethings...

You Know I Know Ok Baby(:

Got Home...

Chatted With Baby...

Then Sleep...

Wait...

My Post Isn't Finish...

I Still Wanna Type...

Hmm...

How About I Tell You The People I Cherish And Love...

Hahaha...

Long Right My Post For Today...

Maybe This Will Be My Last Post...

I Will Post When Baby Post Ok?

OkOkOk...

First Is My Family...

Even Though Now We Are Not Close Like How We Use Too Before...

I Will Always Love You Guys No Matter What...

I Will Still Show You That I Can Still Make You Proud...

No Matter What...

All Of Us Have To Be Strong Each And Everyday...

Second Is AnisHunn...

This Girl Is Really Sweet,Cute And Pretty...

Sometimes She Can Be Slow...

Sumpah She Is Adorable(:

She Has Always Been There For Me And GethaBabyLove...

We Love You Dearly AnisHunn(:

Third Is GethaBabyLove...

This Girl In The Other Hand...

Like To Make Me Laugh...

Make Joke Or Sometimes Ask Me To Keep Quiet...

I Can Sometimes Be A Chatterbox...

She Fantastic In English...

And She Is A Dependable Person...

Fourth Is JulianaInggitKarenina...

Even Though They Are Fighting...

Which I Don't Wish To Get Involved...

But To Know The Truth...

I Will Still Be There For You...

Even Though...

We Once Hated Each Other...

I Will Still Hear Your Problems...

And Try To Help You...

She Is Funny,Easy Going And A Joker...

I Hope That You Will Be Able To Talk Things Trough With AnisHunn And GethaBabyLove...

Lastly...

Actually He Is My First Person...

I Put You Last As I Got A Lot To Type About You...

HeHeHe(:

He Is None Other Then Arvinderpal Singh S/O K S

He's My Boyfriend...

My Sexy Love...

My Hotstuff...

My "Brother"...

My Baby Sayang Hunney Darling Dear...

My Heart...

My Life...

My Soul...

My Everything...

We Have Been Through A Lot For The Past 10 Months...

When I Say A Lot I Really Mean It...

There Were Ups And Downs In Our Relationship...

But We Pull It Through...

I Love Him Because...

He Is An Open Minded Person...

Caring...

Sweet...

Funny...

Lovable...

Easy Going...

And...

He Has The Sweetest Smile That Will Make Any Girls Melt(:

I'm Really Lucky To Have You As My One And Only...

You Will Be My Number One Is Every Ways...

No Matter What...

You Will Come First...

I Love You With My Whole Heart...

You Mean More Than Anything In This World...

I Love You Baby...

Hope We Will Be Together Forever...

And I Will Make Sure That I Will Never Ever...

Be The Worst Girlfriend You Had Ever Had...

Hope Everything Will Be Okay...

Lots Of Love...

Hugs And Kisses...

Hope You Know How Much You Mean To Me...

Okie Dokie Then...

I Gtg...

Bye...

TataTitiTutu....

BABY ELA(:

2010-05-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers...

Finally I'm Back From Camp...

Miss Me?

Hahaha...

Hope You Did...

Okok...

Let Me Tell You A Thing Or Two That Happen At Camp...

DAY 1

-Came To School As Per Normal

-Did A Bad Check

-Met Our Instructor (Raymond)

-Took The Bus

-Reach At Camp Site

-Briefing About The Place

-Escorted To Our Rooms

-Campfire Preparations

-Lunch

-Kayaking

-Low Elemets

-Shower

-Dinner

-Night Activity (Kidnapped!)

-Supper Duty

-Chat With Baby

-Bedtime (12.00 a.m.)

DAY 2

-Woke Up (5.30a.m.)

-Shower

-Breakfast (7.30 a.m.)

-Rafting

-High Elements

-Lunch

-High Elements

-Campfire Preparations

-Shower

-Dinner

-Campfire

-Supper

-Chat With Baby

-Bag Search Because Of Something

-Slept At (11+ a.m.)

DAY 3

-Woke Up (6.10 a.m.)

-Shower

-Pack Bag

-Breakfast

-Area Cleaning

-Wait For Bus

-Took Bus (10+ a.m.)

-Reach School (11.30 a.m.)

-Went to MacDonald

-Baby's House

-Home Sweet Home

That's All That Happen During Camp...

We Had Such A Blast Over There...

All the Way N1!

Okok...

Today...

Woke Up At 6.00 a.m.

Was Late...

Got Ready And Left At 6.20 a.m.

Met At Usual Place At 7.15 a.m.

Waited And Waited...

But Baby Didn't Came...

Went To School...

Farsha Said...

He Did Come )':

Today There Were Only 25 Students...

Lesson Was As Per Normal...

Watched Rambo 4 During Malay Class...

Avatar During English Class...

But I Slept For The One Hour (:

Then Got My Mid-Year Result...

After School...

Went To Baby's House...

Went Home At 5+ p.m.

Got Home Did Usual Stuff...

Now Currently...

Waiting For Baby To Online...

And Baby Is Going To Buy Me A Double Cheese Burger Tomorrow (:

Yeah!

Okie Dokie Then...

Bye...

Ily,Imy,Isy,Iry And Icy Very Very Very Very Very Very Much Baby...

Muacks!

Lots Of Love...

BABY ELA(:

2010-05-16T21:27:00.001+08:00

Hello Readers...

I Just Finish Packing My Bag...

Somehow...

My Heart Hurts...

Just Hope I Will Find The Answer To It...

As For You Baby...

I Never Once Regretted Having You As My Boyfriend...

Never Once...

Sometimes You DO Hurt Me...

But You Never FAIL To Make Things Right Again...

I Will Pray Hard For You,My Family And Your Family...

Just Hope Things Will Change...

Haish...

Somehow I Don't Wish To Live...

It's So Hard And Miserable...

Everything Isn't The Way You Wanted...

But What Can I Do?

All The Best Everyone...

Bye...

2010-05-15T21:52:00.000+08:00

Baby...

We Have Been Through A Lot For The Past...

9 Months 3 Weeks And 2 Days...

And Still...

You Don't Want To Talk To Me...

Why Baby?

Did I Do Something That Really Hurt You?

Are You Ok?

I'm Really Worried...

We Always Share Everything Together...

But Today..

We Didn't Even Chat...

I Hope You Are Fine...

If You Think Of Leaving Me...

Because You Are A Failure...

Then Think Again Ok...

I Just Hope That You Will Talk To Me Soon Baby...

Because I'm Missing You Terribly...

Deep Down...

You Never Once Fail Me Baby...

And That's The Truth...

Trust Me(:

I LOVE YOU...

I MISS YOU...

I SAYANG YOU...

I CINTA YOU...

I RINDU YOU...

LOTS OF LOVE,

YOUR GIRLFRIEND,

ENDANG ANISHA(:

2010-05-15T14:54:00.000+08:00

Hey Readers...

I Know Blog Is A Bit Dead...

Sorry...

Things Has Been Really Complicated...

But Still...

I'm Going To Try My Best To Cheer You Up(:

Even Though You Fail...

That Doesn't Mean I Don't Love Or Care For You Anymore...

Things Will Never Change...

As Long As You Have Faith And Hope...

Anything Is Possible...

And Don't Call Yourself A Failure Or What So Ever...

Because You Aren't...

It's Because Of Me You Fail...

So Blame Me Ok...

As A Girlfriend...

I'm Must Be There For You...

Teach You...

Tell You What Is Right And What Is Wrong...

Stop You From Doing Something Stupid...

Get Blame If You Are Hurt,Sad,Angry Or Disappointed...

And Many More...

I Don't Mind Getting Hurt Or Being Scolded At...

As Long As You Are Happy...

I Know Now You Aren't...

I'm Sorry Like A Million Times...

I'm Sorry I Wasn't There To Comfort You...

I'm Really Am...

Do Forgive Me...

I Thought Of Running Up To You...

But...

Then...

I Don't Wish Too...

I'm Scared If You Wanted To Be Alone...

So I Left...

I'm Sorry Sayang...

But I'm Praying Hard That You Will Do Well Overall...

I Will Always Love You No Matter What Baby...

I Hope You Are Fine...

L.O.L.

BABY ELA(:

!!HUGS AND KISSES!!

2010-05-12T23:10:00.001+08:00

Baby...

If You Wanna Talk About Relationship...

I Think I Know What We Will Be Talking About...

I Hope It's Not About My Result That You Will Be Talking About...

Because...

I Don't Wish You To Treat Me Differently Nor Leaving Me...

I Did My Best...

But Still...

You Are Better...

But I Don't Know About My Overall...

I'm Still Hoping For All Passes...

So I Can Still Be With You Till The End...

I Really Do Love And Miss You Baby...

Hope We Will Last Long...

But If That Not The Topic...

Then I Don't What It Is Then...

But...

I Love You Dearly My Baby Sayang Hunney Darling Dear...

So Much...

I Think So I Have Change...

To Be A Better Girlfriend...

Somehow...

It's Much More Better Now...

Love For You Will Never Fade Hunney...

And I'm Loving The Way You Hug Me Today...

Very Sweet...

Okie Then...

I Gtg...

Bye...

L.O.L.

BABY ELA(:

2010-05-11T22:21:00.002+08:00

I Miss This...

Don't You Baby?

Hmm...

Today Was Finally My Last Paper(:

And...

I Had Lots Of Fun With Sayang...

Hmm...

Tomorrow I'm Being Sweet...

I Mean...

I'm Fetching Baby From His House...

Then Will Be Heading To School...

I Will Do Anything For You Baby...

Love Very Much Hunney...

Okie Then...

Wish Me Luck For Tomorrow...

GEO,MT,ENG And MATH Paper 2 Results...

All The Best Everyone...

L.O.L.

BABY ELA(:

2010-05-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

BABY!

I'M MISSING YOU...

I CAN'T SLEEP WITHOUT YOU NEXT TO ME )':

2010-05-09T17:26:00.005+08:00

♥HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHER OUT THERE♥

Hello Readers...

Currently...

I'm Doing Nothing...

Hehe...

Hmm...

Today...

At Home Only...

Had MacDonald Breakfast Deluxe(:

Yum...

Mama Came Back Already...

Good That She Back...

Hmm...

Okie Dokie Then...

I'm Going To Revise Now...

Wish Me Luck For POA Paper 1 And Physics...

Bye...

BABY ELA(:

Baby...If You Think I'm Changing...Then It's Not True...As I Haven't Change...You Wanted Me To Control You...But Now I Don't Know How To Anymore...Somehow It's Hard...But...I Still Love And Care For You...Don't Think I'm Changing And Showing You Attitude...Because I'm Totally Not...Please Baby...I Just Want You To Be Happy...Even Though It's Hurt Me To See You Doing That...I'm Sorry If I Answer You Back Or Being Rude To You...I Didn't Mean Too Hurt You...And I Don't Wish Too Anymore...No Matter What Happen...My Love For You Will Never Fade Baby Sayang...

♥MUACKS♥

2010-05-09T00:07:00.001+08:00

(080510)

Hello Lovelies...

Today Wasn't A Good Day...

Starting With...

Fever...

Then Crying...

Haish...

Woke Up...

Then...

Did Laundry...

Since Maid Is Going Home...

Then Took Shower...

Went To Sent Maid Home...

After That...

Went To Gek Poh...

Went To Print Photos...

Then...

Dad Ask To Make A Call...

Then Got Home...

Watched Television...

Then Again Went To Gek Poh...

Got Home...

All The Way...

Watched All Kinds Of Shows...

Now...

Currently...

Chatting With Baby...

Okie Dokie Then...

I Gtg...

Bye...

BABY ELA Signing Off...

Baby...I Miss You Badly...I Really Do...I Needed You Today...But...You Wouldn't There For Me...I Regretted Not Spending Time With You On Friday...I Really Do...And I'm Sorry For That...

2010-05-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

A Kiss Just For You Baby...

Because You Are The Best(:

2010-05-07T19:17:00.004+08:00

Baby

You Should Know That I Love You Dearly(:

Today...

Chemistry Paper Was Okay...

Morning Met Baby...

As Usual...

Then In The Morning Baby...

Ahem Ahem...

Then Went To School...

Paper Was Okay...

Then After School...

Follow Baby Ahem Ahem Lagi...

Haish...

Then Said Bye To Baby...

And Still...

I Kiss Him...

Even Though He Ahem Ahem(:

I Will Kiss You No Matter What Baby...

Love You Hunney(:

Got Home...

Took Shower And Left...

Went To Jurong Point Library With GethaBabyLove(:

So Much Fun...

And I Miss AnisHunn Already...

And Mama Too...

But Still...

The Most I Miss Every Second No Matter What Is...

My One And Only Darling...
Suddenly...
Out Of Nowhere...
Students From Polytechnic...
Interview Me And Getha About Wireless Internet...
Because...
They Saw Getha Using My Lappy...
While I Was With IPhone...
Was Nervous...
They Video It...

Then After Doing POA Worksheets...

Went To Long John Silver...

Then Window Shopping...

After All That...

I Went Home...

I Think Now Baby Is At Bugis?

I Don't Know...

But..

I Know You Are Having Fun(:

Okie Dokie Then...

I Gtg...

Bye...

L.O.L.

BABY ELA(:

2010-05-07T12:36:00.000+08:00

Currently...

I'm Waiting For Getha...

Haish....

So Long Sey...

Haha...

Never Mind...

She Waiting For Repairman...

Her Computer Spoil...

Okie Dokie Then...

Later Then I Will Do A Proper Post...

Bye...

2010-05-05T17:37:00.000+08:00

Things Aren't Going Well In Life...

But Still...

You Will Be My Number 1(:

Today...

Meet Baby At Usual Place...

Then Went To Class...

Today Is Math Paper 2 And Geography...

Math Paper Was Okay...

Didn't Have Time To Double Check...

Haish...

Hope To Pass...

Then Geography Paper...

Was Okay Too...

I Wrote And Drew What I Know...

Hope To Pass...

After All That Writing...

Teman Baby And Gang To...

Ahem Ahem...

Probably...

Everyone Know What It Means(:

After Ahem Ahem...

Went To Lepak With Baby...

Had So Much Fun(:

So Much Laughter And Fun When I'm With Baby...

All I Can Think Is Spending Time With You...

And Sorry That I Suddenly Break Down...

I'm Really STRESS!(:

I'm Sorry Baby...

Really...

And For Slapping You...

Somehow...

I Had To Do That...

I Know I'm Really Mean...

I'm Sorry...

*HUGS*

And...

Today Is Officially...

The First Time That Baby Gave Me A Love Bite(:

Its Doesn't Hurt...

But...

It Does Leave Me A Red Mark...

Okie Dokie Then...

I Gtg...

I Need To Revise My S.S....

Hope To Pass...

Bye...

BABY ELA(:

To Baby:

You Should Know That I Love You Dearly...I Know Sometimes You Hate My Attitude...I Really Understand...But...My Love Is Really For You And Only You...It's Your Choice To Believe Me Or Not...I Really Wanna Make You Feel That You Are The Only One For Me...I Know You Think That Somehow I'm Cheating On You...But I'm Not Okay Baby...Really...I Wanna Be With You All The Way...But...I Hope You Understand What I'm Going Through...Baby...I Love You So Much...Really I Do...

*MUACKS!*

2010-05-03T22:22:00.001+08:00

WISH I COULD BE LIKE U

hello...hmm... woke up... parents went to NUH...
so i n bro... played ps2....
then i watch HSM3...
wah damn romantic...
thn bro went to sss...
so all alone at home...
ajak farid lpk... we play soccer...
then lpk..
played cards...
then at 8..
brother (iqbal) talked to me..
about taking care about parents all...
thanks bro for advice...
played soccer... until 9.45...
score 1 goal.... by luck also... haha...
then went home...
now updating this blog...
...
baby...
You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.
but now..
i cant understand ur true feelings...
only u... but yet... i do love u very much...

N I DO TRUST U
plz dont try to do stuff behind my back... i knw everything...
i will pray damn hard for my parents n baby parents to recover,,,:)

2010-05-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hello Readers...

Right Now...

I'm Praying That My Mum...

Will Be Back Safe And Sound...

I Hope To See Her...

I Miss her...

It's Has Been 28 Hours Since She Has Left...

Mama...

Please Be Back As Soon As Possible..

Everyone Is Worried Sick About You...

Baby...

Tomorrow As Usual Ok..

I Really Wanna Meet You Tomorrow Morning..

I Need You More Then Ever...

I Love You And No One Else...

Trust Me...

Hugs And Kisses...

BABY ELA...

2010-05-03T13:06:00.001+08:00

Things Aren't Going So Well In My Life...

But...

I Can't Stop Living...

As...

You Are My Heart...

As Long As You Are With Me...

I Will Still Move On...

I Will Still Be Strong...

Baby...

I'm Sorry...

If I Have To Change...

But...

I Still Love You No Matter What Ok Hunney...

As You Will Always Be My First Lover(:

Get Well Soon Mummy And Daddy...

Mama And Baba...

Please...

Make Things Work...

Don't Complicate Things Anymore...

Lots Of Love,

♥BAY ELA♥

2010-05-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

wish to be like him

2010-05-02T13:29:00.000+08:00

I Just Wanna Wish Everyone...

All The Best...

And Good Luck For Your Exams...

Baby And Me...

Will Be Doing Our Very Best For This Year...

As Both Of Us Are Aiming Very High...

Okie Dokie Then...

Hope That Everyone Will Pass With Flying Colour...

Lots Of Love...

Arvin And Endang...

2010-05-02T13:13:00.000+08:00

Hello Readers(:

I Miss My Baby Sayang...

*BOOHOO*

I Miss Him So Badly...

That I Cry Almost Every Second...

I Can't Take It Anymore...

Baby...

I Need You By My Side...

Only You Can Make Me Smile...

It Seems You Are The Only One Who Care For Me...

I Wouldn't Feel Any Loneliness When I'm With You...

I Love You So Much Baby...

I Really Do...

And No One Can Replace You In My Heart...

!NO ONE!

That's The Truth...

I Know Your Heart Is Broken Due To Me...

And I'm Sorry For That...

I Won't Do That Anymore...

I Wanna Change...

I Know You Have Given Me A Lot Of Chances...

And Still...

I Keep On Failing You...

I Don't Mind If You Hate Me At Times...

As You Have Too...

So It's Fine With Me...

And...

I Will Stop Doing Things That Will Hurt You...

I Really Wanna See You Smile When You Are With Me...

Your Smile Is Special To Me...

You Must Know That...

I Really Treasure The 9 Months,1 Week And 3 Days With You...

I Will Try My Very Best To Pass All My Examinations...

I Really Wanna Be With You Till The End...

Really Do...

I Don't Mind Getting Hurt...

As Long As You Are Happy...

To End This Post...

I Wanna Say Sorry For Everything That I Had Done To You...

I'm Sorry I Wasn't True To You...

I'm Sorry I Didn't Tell You How I Felt...

I'm Sorry I Made You Cry...

I'm Sorry I Put You Down...

I'm Sorry For Every Single Thing That Happen To Us...

And...

I'm Sorry That I Have Made You Hate Me )':

All This Is My Fault...

It Happen Because Of Me...

I'm Sorry Baby For Everything...

Really Am...

I Just Hope Things Will Be Back The Way It Was...

Deep Down...

My Heart Is For You And No One Else...

Lots Of Love...

Hugs And Kisses...

BABY ELA(:

sorry....

2010-04-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

I'm saying sorry first
I'm saying sorry last
I'm saying sorry for the future
but mainly for the past

I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you
and I'm sorry for not listening
when you needed it the most
you were right and you had the right to be mad

I'm sorry that you felt the need to apologize
and I'm sorry that you were hurt
I'm sorry that I can only see the good
and always try to avoid the bad

I'm saying sorry for all my mistakes
I'm saying sorry for being blinded
blinded by the perfect thought of you and me
when really we don’t have a chance

I'm the stupid one
I let you down and I feel it deep within me
We both made some errors and said something wrong but that’s how life is

Nobody's perfect
not even me and you
so I'm sorry for that too
And I'm sorry for everything but ...

Please forgive me
We can change things back to normal
I'm sorry if this is not what you want
But it’s the only thing I can think of
:(
forgive me?

ok

2010-04-30T22:45:00.000+08:00

woke up...
meet gf...
talk3 ... went to sch...

poa lesson... i was so stress.. until i put my anger on endang...
sorry... she mjok..
then fire alarm...
we all went to fiield...
LJ N BLACK fight... aiyo.. i had to stop them....
then accompany LJ... to clas...
went to ss... wrote a 1 page long leetter to bby...
recess... bby mjok...
then had maths...
then went out....
hemhem...
haha.
then bby came to my hse....
i showed her the letter... she cried...
i laugh... cause she very funny...
i forced her to come to bed...
then i slept.... fun....
she was awake all the way.....
i hug her all the way.... bby i love u...
but.... i told u everything... hope u r happy...
then woke up.... was so cold... i n bby talk,,, so romantic... face to face..
haha...
then went to play2 with her...
aaha...
then went down... buy box...
meet farid....
bby laugh.. he n his jokes...
haha...
funny lah.. send her home... while sending her home.... i step cool...
to every girls i saw..
got one girl loook at me.. well///
bby dnt knw...
i didnt wanted to tell her...
then went to lpk at 104.... played pingpong...
went home..
went to play soccer...
i razif ,hazim n ayull....
wah good sia.... win 4 times...
went home....
bby i just cant st loving u ...
sorry for everything...
ily...imy..isy..iry...icy so so so so so so so so so much... muacks!!
love ash....